His newly done piece of artwork. Ugly face without eyes. Pay money buy nothing but pain. S T U P I D ~

Feat Banana Ang - the director, Banana Leow - the horrible singer, me - kind hearted girl

这么也想不通的我越想越难过。开始在家里喝起闷酒。

Called my irritating neighbour down to pei me 谈心事. Lucky to have him indeed. Thou he's irritating most of the time, but somehow, thanks. Came to realise alot of things. Banana leow taught me something which i find it quite interesting." JUST FUCK CARE EVERYTHING" Be it to ppl ard you or things which is happening. My mind is actually in a whirl now. Probably im jus someone who is soft hearted and someone naive. I finally woke up. I dunwanna be complicate into triangular stuffs. I never once like that. All along, 是自己之做多情。不能怪任何人. I was the one who stepped into all this myself. And i should be the wan packing up. Anyway lol, tis isnt the first time i failed in this field. Guess i'll soon get used to it yah? hahas. 只要笑一笑， 没有什么事情过不了!

- 你还好吧?

I tried my best to avoid you tis few days. But at times, esp when i felt lonely, i couldnt help it to send u an sms. I felt something wrong with you as well. When u asked if anyone called or msged me. I roughly knew wads going on. 我也不想让你难做。所以自己选择逃避, 不想看见或听到你难过. Right from the day i asked if u have anytink to tell me, ya. I decided to let go. Anyway i knew its impossible for the both us. Even so, after wad Leonard said, i dun have the confidence to stand and present myself. You dun have to worry about me that much. What Leonard left behind for me, i'll get over it slowly. And i'll definately get back to him one fine day if i ever got the chance to do so. I know wad i want now and am happy with life. I jus hope u would cherish her. Cause by ur actions, i somehow can feel that you cared. 不要在让爱你的人伤心, 哭泣. I'll also leave you by urself from now as i have my life to live, colours to paint. I remembered u asked me b4 wad if one day i decided not to like you anymore. Deep in my heart, that will never happen unless situation like this occurs. I cant stand by to wait aimlessly for you, if u urself dunno wad u want. Its unfair to me. Thou letting go hurts alot, i still can handle my feelings well now. (= I tink after awhile when im done with packing up my feelings, we could still be talkin to one another as normal. Right now, abit weird lol. I tink u felt that way too ya? Am done with what i wanna say.
我希望你过得比我快乐。