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Sunday, June 29, 2008
29.06.08
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met up with stephy today. Out at 1.30pm and return home 12am. Long day uh~
Went vivo city and we hit off with lunch at some new restaurant. Had a super valued for money steamboat buffet. Went in at 2.30pm and left at 4+ going 5pm. Horrible ma? lol..
Both of us went shopping around. I remembered that Joseph needs to get a pair of white brief and a pair of socks. Knda funny when the both of us reached the male section. I admit i was abit taken aback when the young and enthu promoter offered his help -_-" Stephy was shocked too. I thought it would be alright if i just browse throu myself. hahas. Nevertheless, nice experience! Landed at coffee club for some muddy mud pie eh before arriving at Joseph's place.
Went back to vivocity after leaving his place to get some bags at GUESS. She got a wallet and a travel bag myself. (= We've got the determination. GIRLS!
Ktv session at Serangoon Cc untill 11.30 before we bid goodbye.
I enjoyed myself today and i reali felt great having her as a companion. We'll be meeting up again sometime next week.
We reali chatted alot today. From a-z.
I introduced Ms A to Mr nice(as i thought he's one). No other intentions.
Well.. Ms A said it wouldnt be nice as Mr nice was somehow a past of mine and this is wad i wanna tell you.
A PAST like you mentioned. If he knew how to appreciate me much, i wouldnt be leaving in misery back den. Since i've overcome everything, why not? And no harm having him as a friend. (=
I actually fell asleep already uncle lim.. But you woke me up. Not i dont wanna sleep. *faint.
counting down to my big bash!
xinyi hopes to see miracles.
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I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms, who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
*i wanna be with you, 爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
I Wanna Be With You,爱你好满足
享受最甜美的舒服有一个呵护我
不在孤独
bubbyes.
her sweet memory was written @ 11:33 AM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
28.06.08
From now on i'll have more time for myself, my family, my friends, my bf, my dogs blahblahblah... I OFFICIALLY FIRE BOSS!
Today i finally met Clara after some 1month plus since. We headed tanjong pagar to 2of the boutiques. Seriously, this is my first time browsing through wedding gowns.
FEELINGS - scared & worried.
The not very professional salesman came asking me to try the gowns if i wanto. Holy christ. Clara took down 1 to measure myself. I see already i wanto laugh. All so long. And am so short. Like this how? I think in the end also need to go for a MTM session. Will i look funny then? *doohs.
Met James just now. -_-" beyond words again. He knows, vice-versa. But maybe to him, he just take things lightly. I dunno. I can never ever catch wad he is thinking. To me, he's somebody full of mysteries. Well... at times, it is better to know nothing. (=
AND FINALLY THE FINALLY after sucha long long time, tml is the day! I can finally meet up with my Stephy. She's jealous lol. Chatted on the phone with her for awhile. Am touched by her words somehow.
Dajie, u dont have to. I love you too. Infact, each and everyone of you equally! And tml we can talk for the whole day without any disturbance. (=
Airen - checked
Clara - checked
Stephy - checked
Fanni - YOU THIS LONG-LING-LONG~ kin leh!
I haven slept well for the past 2days. I am going to sleep now!
sweetdreams ppl!
her sweet memory was written @ 11:38 AM
Friday, June 27, 2008
27.06.08
Am fcuking pissed by some working staffs over here. They spread news faster den anything u can ever imagine. And the worst thing is, they spread the wrong info - deemed as rumors den! Knn. Did i ever mention i dunwanna work anymore? One by one came asking me.
"Eh hear ppl say u dunwan to work anymore ah? Until end of this month isit?"
"Eh hear u gonna get married ah? Den ur current bf dont let u work after both of u engage ah?"
common' ppl! Be logical. Since when did all these came out from my mouth? And i didnt mention to anyone that im getting married, except my airen and my aunt. Airen wouldnt possibly tell. Must be that busybody aunt of mine.
When things didnt come out from my mouth and ppl starts blabbering rubbish seriously turns me off. CHECK THINGS OUT BEFORE CONFRONTING PLEASE! *applies to everyone~
her sweet memory was written @ 1:12 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
25.06.08
Burps >.<
Today's customers all sibeh siao on
First came 10BBQ prawns.
Second came airen's 爱心 BBQ sausages.
Third came uncle's "ba chor mee"
Erhums to sum up,not forgetting andrew's BBQ prawns, AGAIN!
I is full untill i dun noe how to express.
And did i mention i hate "ba chor mee" to the core?
Customer A :小妹 UNCLE 买 BA CHOR MEE 给你吃!
辣椒一点点 (=
Me: Orh. Thank You uncle.
(and i left that packet of noodles on the table,focusing on my game...)
10mins later.. (andrew came asking me to eat repeatedly..)
He's actually facing me when i was eating. I felt horrible cus i never thought of eating that packet of noodles. The noodles is full of minced pork and pork slices. The raw smell of it, omg.. i felt like vomitting. I just nibble with the noodles all the way through when..
Andrew : Why only eat the noodles? Not nice ah?
Me : (i smiled) No la.. er, i full already eh.
Andrew : haha.. ok la dont eat.
Thats when i felt relieved. I swear the smell of the meat sucks! Aint a meat lover esp Chicken and Pork. -_-" Other den that, i do take other poultry like beef and occasionally, once in a purple moon - mutton. Hearts seafood esp fishies and veggies the most.
BUT! Pls allow me to stress that i hate brocoli and cauliflower. A bite and i can feel the whole thing splitting into "tiny balls".
Airen came suprising me with 2sausages. I haven seen her for a week since i think. She changed her shift. 看到你真爽!
Felt so tired today. Reached home at 8am in the morning becus i took a bus - to be thrifty (amazing!). I doze off after my bath but got woke up by my dog's horrible barking. So there im, tossing around untill 5pm untill i finally fel asleep. And woke up unwillingly again at 9.45pm, preparing myself for work. -_-" 可怜的我~
Stephy finally came back to me! Expectedly, each and everytime when she met problems with her bf. Dont worry.. Sunday will soon arrive!!
Saturday - miss clara and myself wil be heading tanjong pagar, hitting the studios.
This week i want off! Hopefully Andrew forget last week i took 2days off! *evil grins
Joseph seems to be busy this week. His Business with his partners will officially start next week. Doohs.. i wanna be 老板娘 also can?! lol
I offered my help to him but he ask me stay home instead. Den? Back to square 1 again. I'll be bored to death cooping myself at home all day long.
Back then, when i got no jobs - i find life so meaningless.
*because am bored at home, tired of going out all the time.
Right now, when i got myself a job - I STIlL FIND LIFE MEANINGLESS!
*i got myself out of home for 8hours, 1wk 1day off for outtings (jus nice as i thot)
But why am i still feeling this way? Contradicting me.
There's alot of things which i wanna do next
- to go for a holiday (yes, to hk and its arriving pretty soon)
*i wanna go bangkok actually >.<
- dying for clubs! (i wanna club for once badly)
- Ktv sessions with my girls (arriving on sunday)
- WANNA MEET THAT BITCH OF MINE!
Si fanni - u better know ur mistakes! Pick up ur calls, reply ur sms-es!
Leaving for thailand soon 的你, pls meet me before u fly~
We shall hit the town, rock the clubs, drink like there's no tml. Just like how we used to!
Sians.
Gonna watch dvd soon (=
Take care peepos!
Good nite.
Loves,
me
her sweet memory was written @ 11:50 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
23.06.08
People always gets jealous of one another.
Hence, hatred begins from here.
Yesterday while working, i met my santapause shawnshawn (=
Nice to see him here. He was full oF energy when he came. At the end of 2hrs,he told me he's going to fal asleep soon.
Im super bored here i swear.
Today, 2 yandaos gave me attitude problem.
One came telling me "nothing i wont call you,take care."
Another one "take 147 from black man"
Kaos..
To the 1st man,i dont know wad kinda medincine u fed urself with today.
And to that 2nd man am referring to : Im not some of your runners. To collect money as and when you order me to. After one whole day if you gonna call me just to remind me to collect money for you, COME GET IT YOURSELF!
Today is just kan si lang suay.
Am waiting for the arrival of sunday. Till den, i can get to see stephy and throw her my woes.
CANT U PPL JUST SHOW SOME SYMPATHY?
WHEN I HAVE TO WORK TILL DAWN AND ONLY GETS A <6 HRS OF REST EACH DAY?
her sweet memory was written @ 12:03 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
22.06.08
First of all, would like to wish my bitch Fanni : Happy Birthday!
Finally u turned 21. Like i always say 13 was just like yesterday. After 8years and our frenship is still standing strong as ever. Although we seldom meet up as often like we used to when we were 18.. I hearts you SO MUCH!
To santapause : 3rd nov 08 Rom, Custom. haven set yet.
my birthday celebrating 8th aug YOU COMING?!
Met James today. For some 3weeks or more i haven seen this fella. (=
Still as guai lan as before.
current mood : confused.
playing online casino cum drinking cum chatting on the phone at the moment.
SIANS!
her sweet memory was written @ 12:01 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
20.06.08
人衰养鸟都会变公鸡
6.30am le.
Received a bad news from dad last night that one of my great grand uncle passed away. And i guess i have to attend his funeral later.
This few days nothing special. Was supposed to meet up with Ms lala ytd but due to some unforseen problems, we postponed to next sat. Miss her that damn much *mwahs
Mum got a pair of tix to Bkk but too bad nobody acc me go. )=
anyway, i shouldnt be greedy.
Joseph came down to my working place unexpectedly twice this week.
Going off work le.
Tml den update.
i love u baby.
her sweet memory was written @ 2:58 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
16.06.08
3am.
ah neh jus came down talk to me. Kaobeh-ing that old man upstairs. -_-" Offered me a super disgusting stick of cigarette. Bleahs!
Boss is finally back. (=
Ytd was my off day. And i went to one of the studios at tanjong pagar with Joseph. Bought a package from this bridal boutique. After i left the boutique. The package is $5.6k and its kinda empty. Although yes, am excited and happy that the shots will be in hongkong but, lacking of stuffs here and there and i got really pissed off. I asked joseph to consider and without a second thought, he said to first make a 50% deposit. The rest after that then decide.
And now the decision is to look for another boutique. Which means 2different packages, 2different studios, 2different album - one made in hongkong and another made locally.
So, am flying over to hongkong this nov for the shoots. (= *hees
am going to watch dvd now. hoohoos!
her sweet memory was written @ 11:56 AM
Friday, June 13, 2008
13/06/08
5am now.
Current mood - PEKCHEK
came to work happily but some idiot gave me a fucking attitude. Pls lor. Not my fault at all.
You slept, thats the fact. Continue giving me tis kinda attitude, dont be shock that there might just be one fine day, i'd throw you back an even bigger suprise.
Finished work this morning at 7am. Went upstairs look for my airen. She was already lying on the sofa. *sleeping beauty~
Practically wasting time away, rotting. Playing silly games, drinking away. Edwin and Gary were the ones drinking away. Me and airen jus sit there and laugh our way thru. *erhums.. we did prawning & BBQ-ING as well. Finny finally i got to eat bbq prawns can? doohs >.< *SHIOK LA!
Left work place ard 10.20am for KTV session. Supposed to be singing away at 11am BUT i have no idea since when the operating hours changed to 1pm instead. Spoil mood...
Sat somewhere on the stairs near the roadsid deciding where to go till we agreed to go home KOONS.
Cant reali sleep well today. As i felt that somehow, somewhat i pissed my airen. hmms. maybe everybody's tired. i hope so.
Met airen under the umbrella (our code) at 930pm. For? WHAT ELSE BUT HUMS AND GONGGONG?
Been a long time since we both sat down and enjoy a plate of hums..
Satisfying eh.. finger licking bloodilicous GOOD!
Did have some pics to upload but am lazy to do so. Some other days i will.. (=
Have been smoking alot since i started work. Approx. 1pack per day. Smoke smoke smoke
Stressed stressed stressed.
Last sat i met my pri buddy jieying
2days ago i met my secondary sch teacher Miss-ng-u-lynn. o.O
today, i met wenkai and alex.
Anymore to go?
Spoke to James for less den 10mins today. We jus blahblahblah our way thru.
And Joseph, for a few seconds.
Refused to speak to joseph despite several missed calls, i ignored.
Dunno why im behaving like this today.
Crazy me.
God bless.
her sweet memory was written @ 1:57 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
12.06.08
Ehs 5.22am now.
waiting for my breakfast to come. BIG BREAKFAST lol
Rotting away at the counter *bleahs.
Lost $25 today due to boredom. doohs.
Counting down to my 21st bash. (Thou its abit too fast) Cant be help. When one gets bored, their mind starts to wander about, aimlessly. hahas.
1month 30days to go!
WISHLIST (lol) i'll try not to be too greedy
a big kitty cake
and a nitendo ds lite in pink.
not greedy rite? Cant think of anything else rite now.
Oh yah.. august 12th is somebody's big day also. But celebrating his 26th instead.
Big difference eh >.<
SHAWNSHAWN my dearest santapause! We're sharing the same bdae lol!
6am now, an hour more to go. Smelling bbq prawns makes me hungry. Thinking back, its been quite awhile since i last had bbq prawns uh?! Am pestering my airen(michelle) everyday to bbq with me after work but she WITHOUT FAIL, always reject me! Sex de~
So when i finish work later, i'll chiong to upstairs counter, grab her together bbq with me. I duncare..i duncare >.<
Some unhappy stuffs happened ytd between me,miss lala & group.
Duhs..some collabration here and there. I dunwanna bring it up again.
I was partly at fault too.
Supposed to work till 7am ytd but pissed me left at 1am. There goes my pay for the day. Went drinking. First time since donkey months back i actually drink to my fill. As usual, to drown all my unhappiness.
Stuffs that really brings me question marks.
-why things turns out like this?
-why,AND WHY i came to agree with joseph?
-why am i so the damn sway?
-why am i the 1 to scarifice everytime?
-why cant i be with the one i reali like without reasons?
-will i be happy this way?
-knowing that the future path is gonna be rocky,will i be able to cope?
All the cons to my marriage is already on the surface.
Of cause there'll be pros too. But... nvm.
I guessed my life is fated like this no matter how hard i tried to change the facts times n times again.
*im seriously tired.
Fanni and truely understands me as she've seen me thru tis long 8years.
That doesnt mean that the rest doesnt.
My airen understands me well too. I can say she's the 2nd in position. We reali hit off well 4yrs back lol.
Stephy, this oon and off girl. We love one another much but hmm.. She's the sticky chewy type towards her bf.
Clara,and wad about her? We barely knew another for 4 months. It was only after 3months of meet up before we reali hit off. I didnt dare to approach her at first. Clearly remember how we start talking to one another.
Because of Janice's song - my love,my fate. That's where we started (= And thou its only a few months of frenship, i cherish it too eh!
I love my girls. They are my champs!!
We all shall meet up real real soon. Erm except for my airen. We'll be seeing each other like almost everyday at work. >.<
6.39am now!
i can f*cking pack up and get ready to knock off! wooohs~
visiting the studios on sunday with joseph and my cussie stanley *doohs.
cya guys den!
bad goodnite to all hahas
Love,
iloveandihateyou.
her sweet memory was written @ 2:19 PM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
07/06/08
Current mood - 莫名其妙
cant imagine lol
Untill today i still cant believe myself.
Am getting hitched at the age of 21?!
I thought i was against this thought of getting married at an early age?
Well, everyone have got their dirty lil' secrets.
Definately NOT A SHOTGUN MARRIAGE ppl.
Dirty lil' secrets can only be shared with my sassy girls.
Who? Fanni my bitch of cus. Not forgetting my 谈的来的自己, miss clara (=
Love&Hate,
吴太太
her sweet memory was written @ 1:17 PM
Friday, June 6, 2008
06/06/08
Here i am slogging away like a mad girl lol.
5.11am and am here working away.
mood : Tired, Stressed, Bored, Excited, TERRIBLE!
Have been working 5nights without off. Doohs and i cant take off for tml and Sun as well. Have to wait till next Thurs. Sadded.
Will be meeting up with Clara (= Heading to one of the wedding studios located at Tanjong Pagar. Am excited. Glad and felt a sense of comfort when my dearest Bitch (Fanni) told me that she's excited as well. Holy cow hahas.
Went to search around for wedding band as well as a proposal ring this evening with Jojobum. Jesus christ. That asshole is definately a gaga! He actually thought of getting a proposal ring @ the price 3/4 of a 10k. I suggested that we should look around at other places first. But seriously, i like that alot haha.
Hmm. (=
Looking forward to lots of things.
Keep you guys updated.
Loves,
sherlyn
her sweet memory was written @ 2:10 PM
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