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Thursday, June 12, 2008
12.06.08
Ehs 5.22am now.
waiting for my breakfast to come. BIG BREAKFAST lol
Rotting away at the counter *bleahs.
Lost $25 today due to boredom. doohs.
Counting down to my 21st bash. (Thou its abit too fast) Cant be help. When one gets bored, their mind starts to wander about, aimlessly. hahas.
1month 30days to go!
WISHLIST (lol) i'll try not to be too greedy
a big kitty cake
and a nitendo ds lite in pink.
not greedy rite? Cant think of anything else rite now.
Oh yah.. august 12th is somebody's big day also. But celebrating his 26th instead.
Big difference eh >.<
SHAWNSHAWN my dearest santapause! We're sharing the same bdae lol!
6am now, an hour more to go. Smelling bbq prawns makes me hungry. Thinking back, its been quite awhile since i last had bbq prawns uh?! Am pestering my airen(michelle) everyday to bbq with me after work but she WITHOUT FAIL, always reject me! Sex de~
So when i finish work later, i'll chiong to upstairs counter, grab her together bbq with me. I duncare..i duncare >.<
Some unhappy stuffs happened ytd between me,miss lala & group.
Duhs..some collabration here and there. I dunwanna bring it up again.
I was partly at fault too.
Supposed to work till 7am ytd but pissed me left at 1am. There goes my pay for the day. Went drinking. First time since donkey months back i actually drink to my fill. As usual, to drown all my unhappiness.
Stuffs that really brings me question marks.
-why things turns out like this?
-why,AND WHY i came to agree with joseph?
-why am i so the damn sway?
-why am i the 1 to scarifice everytime?
-why cant i be with the one i reali like without reasons?
-will i be happy this way?
-knowing that the future path is gonna be rocky,will i be able to cope?
All the cons to my marriage is already on the surface.
Of cause there'll be pros too. But... nvm.
I guessed my life is fated like this no matter how hard i tried to change the facts times n times again.
*im seriously tired.
Fanni and truely understands me as she've seen me thru tis long 8years.
That doesnt mean that the rest doesnt.
My airen understands me well too. I can say she's the 2nd in position. We reali hit off well 4yrs back lol.
Stephy, this oon and off girl. We love one another much but hmm.. She's the sticky chewy type towards her bf.
Clara,and wad about her? We barely knew another for 4 months. It was only after 3months of meet up before we reali hit off. I didnt dare to approach her at first. Clearly remember how we start talking to one another.
Because of Janice's song - my love,my fate. That's where we started (= And thou its only a few months of frenship, i cherish it too eh!
I love my girls. They are my champs!!
We all shall meet up real real soon. Erm except for my airen. We'll be seeing each other like almost everyday at work. >.<
6.39am now!
i can f*cking pack up and get ready to knock off! wooohs~
visiting the studios on sunday with joseph and my cussie stanley *doohs.
cya guys den!
bad goodnite to all hahas
Love,
iloveandihateyou.
her sweet memory was written @ 2:19 PM
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