___.LittleMissTyrant*_

2009-04-25T17:42:00.000-07:00

Thankew ah teck AND MY SHAWNSHAWN! Thanks for the visits. Esp Shawn - the hours you spent here have to go bathe before you leave wan. Nothing is hard for me staying in the hospital except for the jabs. The rest, not an issue. (=
PS SHAWN: i have tot over it. Its not that im not cheerful. I think im a quiet person.

Current mood - not bad.

18/04/09

2009-04-17T19:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STANLEY

Celebrated my cussie's 21st bdae ytd at his place. Finally done and over with my current module. That was a tedious one. Took the very last exam for my practical and i guess i just scored fairly for it. I detest those testers. They're sucha jerk. Simply loves to imply stupid logics and hand skills seen in a casino, WHEN SOME OF US HAVEN BEEN INTO A CASINO! Further more, thats not what we learn in class. Dammit~

16.04.09

2009-04-15T22:13:00.000-07:00

Had a reaaly really hard time cleaning up the mess and trying to REVAMP my blog. *sighs PS: I've lost some of your blog links. If u guys happened to see this pls paste ur links to me THANKEW!!!

Anyway,long time no see peepos! Have been really busy with my schoolwork till im lazy to blog sometimes.
Out with my classmates ytd to prawn fishing at bishan and then to orchard for ktv session. Too long never blog - i dunno wad to write now haha.

I'll come back again, SOON!

27/01/09

2009-01-27T00:03:00.000-08:00

ROT~

CNY tis year is fcuking boring!

12/01/2009

2009-01-11T21:06:00.000-08:00

I officially start my new year today.
School starts as usual. Only difference i have to wake up for lessons at 8am instead of 12pm.
Many many unhappiness inside me still. Everything isnt going smoothly for me.
As clara mentioned " This is going to be a gloomy new year "

A question for myself : am i still living in the past or am i moving forward?
I jus felt that i cant walk out of the circle. I think im moving too slowly.

02/01/2009

2009-01-01T09:48:00.000-08:00

A new year begins.
Supposed to be happy but i've just lost somebody close to me.
Shortly after countdown last night, my beloved grandfather left this world peacefully.
Moodless to say anything much.

A happy new year to all.

PS: will not be online for the next few days. Text me.

23.12.08

2008-12-23T09:41:00.000-08:00

Finally, christmas is just 1 day away. Many will be looking forward to this day but not me. To me, christmas is juat another holiday. Nothing really special to look forward to. Just that i gonna spend christmas this year with someone different thats all.Dashu is just a typical singaporean man. Not romantic at all.. Speaking about him, i guess we really have got a problem somewhere. I am paranoid most of the time. No matter how much he explains himself, i'd not listen. aughs.

When prawning again today with chicken's wife and him as usual. Met my airen there. She cried - was it because u were too excited? lol. Miss her so much. Like her new hairstyle. She never once failed to surprise me with her new look. Pink, red, blue, purple, long, short and so on... Interesting girl (= Known each other for 5years. Try recalling the first day we saw one another. She looked like a typical ah lian in her white jacket in her usual blue jeans, smoking away like nobody's business. Memories.

I might have failed in many aspects but am glad that i have my lovely cbs(charbors) by my side. Whenever im upset, there will be there to share my woes without fail, rain or shine. And credits goes to :

Miss Fanni, Miss Clara, Miss Stephy And Miss Airen (aka michelle)

i hearts u people always! muahmuahs~

Advance merry christmas and a happy new year to all. (i know i wont be blogging for the next few days!)

19.12.2008

2008-12-18T23:52:00.000-08:00

Yes im pissed.

Add already den say "oh, i dunno who is that." , "i think so and so is my so and so's friend.", "i reali dunno who eh~" Den in the first place why? Whenever things happen you would just avoid. Im PARANOID! You often reminds me that you are not one of them.. Whatever.

Damn lecturer rejected my project. Shawn also kena. Poor us, fussy him! Have to work through the weekends again. Holy christ!
Am supposed to have programmes this weekend but i kinda forgot what it is. The only appointment i could remember is i have to meet joline for interview later on.

2008-12-15T04:32:00.000-08:00

匆匆忙忙又过了一个星期!

Went up genting & KL earlier last week to celebrate darling's bdae.

Summary of last week : Miss A, You've got ur own style. No wonder Mr J is so attracted to you BUT,BUT!! People,im emphasizing here. But i dun feel abit jealous at all. Even if he treats you a zillion times better because, u still cant outstand me any other ways.

* knowledge - im wiser definately because a drug addict cant possibly have very good brains.
* beauty - wen im without makeup, we're on par but when makeup is on, u are way far behind.(cant deny tt u've a pretty cute face~ a flabby nose jus like him. And mouth of a duck.)
* speech - You cant speak properly at all.
* fame - ur名声臭already! smelly girl~

What u outstand me probably is hmm.. ur a slut and im not (=

Mr J is just somebody so Beh Gan! Why take other people's backside paste on your own face? No wonder U STINK! Just nice anyway, both stinks~

I love my life now, no amendments needed.

Went Bbq last Sat with 大B,her Hb, Jolin and the rest. As usual, we cant finish the food.

05/11/2008

2008-12-04T20:20:00.000-08:00

Today is my darling's bdae. *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! muacks~
Sweet,am sorry you didnt get to eat the cake last night. It was my fault )=

Went to partyworld last night with FANNI n Joline. Since my bdae last yr i haven met my bitch~ As usual we drink like there's no tomorrow. We love singing but...
After session, i threw up and my gastric pain acts again. At the same time, hypertension. Is knn the suay~ Got carried by my bf, i was barefooted and hanging in the mid. All the way from the room to the main road to wait for the ambulance arrival. He is Wei Da de.
Got 2nd jab again last night. I should have monitored my own health and i shouldnt have drunk. I shouldnt have played 5-10, i shouldnt have ordered a bottle.
*B1, i had my lesson learnt!!

Upon chatting with my fave bitch last night, i found out that xing "ngo" de dou bu shi shen me hao dong xi~ Or maybe not all, but just a selected few. In particular, mdm ngo xiuling - some deem as a chio bu but never in my eyes. If u see somebody as a good fren of urs, u wouldnt say things in sucha manner. So wad if u earn some pathetic dollars and even if u own a car? Its just a lousy one. So, no point showing off! Get someone your own size! Even if u get to see this, i still have to say. YOU SUCKS!

1/12/2008

2008-12-01T07:59:00.001-08:00

My new lecturer s u c k s~
His lesson s u c k s~

Monday s u c k s~

good nite!

30/11/2008

2008-11-30T07:02:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TML! BOO~

Went prawning with my beloved Clara ytd. Long time since we prawn together. Ended up talking under the umbrella instead.. Jb today. Received unhappy comments. Shit u!
I want to sleep already. Good night everybodi~ muacksmuacks!

29.11.08

2008-11-27T19:01:00.000-08:00

(=

This week was rather plain eh. We went to Och last Sunday with joline, chicken, melayu and his fren. Oh ya, im having my holidays~ I reali forgot wad i have done the past few days. I only cud remember i went to the hospital on 26/11/08 and have to be dripped. And that inexperience nurse who got me injected simply sucks. Same ol' gastric problem. 30th back to specialist. Super irritating.

Am going out with joline later. Shopping time! I think i forgot to mention how i got to know her ya? She was one of joseph's ex gf during that rocky period. And least did i expected that she was in the group of chicken and gang. Its a small world after all. Its a small after all~ its a small small world!

going to get prepared liao bubbyes!

ps: i think i lost interest in blogging!

20.11.08

2008-11-20T06:08:00.000-08:00

Ended my 2nd module at last. Expected ajust pass this time. Didnt have ample time to do my revision or should i say, im slacking away. Whatever.

Feelings packed!

Was talking to Dandan on the phone awhile ago and..

Dan : excuse me, so long nv call us out. U simi daiji?

Me : Nothing ah. 闭关修练 la.

Dan : aiseh 闭关修练 leh. I tot you need pad?!
Eheh i call u back. 2nd line~

I didnt get to ask wad he meant. Seriously i catch no balls.
PS: Dandan, pls explain!

Currently busy with the preparations on activities with clara.
Upcoming events for miss lee : Dec 04 - 06 Genting for dashu bdae
Dec 24 - 26 Pulau ubin for xmas.
Jan 01 - 03 Genting

Why isnt there a slot for somewhere else desired? haha. Cant wait for christmas. 1st christmas in ubin, somewhere quiet *hmm. All i want for christmas is all that i want!

Current mood : feel like prawning. Just got pissed by dashu. Guess i better be going. Its getting late. Tomorrow den update.

Lublub,
xinyiisfuglydyingforprawns!!!

pictures taken @ hk 9 nov - 13 nov.

2008-11-15T04:14:00.000-08:00

Its been fugly long since i last upload pictures. Some random ones, nothing nice.
Have a great weekend peeps!

o.O

hollywood hotel @ disneyland.

I no like goofy~ he likes me hahaha.

Me in cuppa

Bouncy bouncy tigger~

Im eating! (=

I love wei-ni-the-poo!

I simply love it tons~

The deadly 臭豆腐.

15.11.08

2008-11-15T03:49:00.000-08:00

最近发生了好多不愉快的事情领我感到很烦闷!

He let me down once again. Its like times and times again after i gave him chances but he still take it for granted. Thinking that im a dumbo. It was because i love him before. But now, please slap me hard to remind me about those painful lessons learnt not once but many many times before. I was glad that i pointed out to him that we should delay the solemnisation. Thank god! I shouldnt be so naive to have believe him in the first place that he would change for good. His pack of good 'ol lies. fukadumbo~ I am numbed by now. (=
We agreed that we would still visit hongkong together despite of the break up but nonetheless, his $7.80 attitude gave him off. Because of a new girlfriend, he threw me out there, all alone to hongkong. And he've got the cheek to lie to his frens that he went to hongkong with me! goddamit~
You reali pissed me off big time. Bless you from diseases!

At hongkong : I was damn bored with my younger sis. I didnt know where to go wad to do. Even have problems sleeping in the night. I arrived the 1st day walking aimlessly along the busy streets. 2nd day i went to shenzhen to shop shop shop and shop. 3rd day, luckily dashu flew over to look for me as he was damn worried sick. Thankew my dear* 4th day disneyland. 5th day back to sg. Nothing much for me to describe about over there because i am seriously sick and tired of that place. GIMME SOMETHING NEW PLEASE~

Family disputes over small issues~ blahblahblah...
Yes, im under pressure and all sorts of stress and of cause under some kind of blow!
Going on a diet AND YES 3MONTHS TIME TO CUT OFF UNWANTED FATS!加油!加油!加油!

I miss fanni - she's out of town now. pls return soon.
And where is my stephy?!

Tues exam again and im not preparing abit. Prepared to fail this module anyway~
That sickening old man! WHERE'S MY RESULT FOR LAST MODULE!!!

Am going out soon to meet my dearie =P
Gonna have dinner with her and mess with wanxuan* - lala's bb.

Tatas everybody.
me loves you all!

03/11/08

2008-11-03T08:47:00.000-08:00

Today supposed to be 3rd yr anni. >.<

Happy birthday to my beloved brother. Me and dashu got him a new mobile (=
Went to ikea today.

I WAS FUCKING PISSED LAST NIGHT! DASHU knew why.
I was FOOLED by some WHO DO U THINK U ARE!

SCREWED!

01/11/08

2008-11-01T11:27:00.000-07:00

Went town with dashu yesterday. He got me a bag and surprised me with a limited edition Hello kitty - yea, love of my life! 300pieces around the world and only 1 in Singapore. I was damn thrilled! *muackmuacks

im the luckiest girl, not always but sometimes. lol~

erhums. Met dingding at boatquay for a "pian jiu" session. He deemed. PengSum was there also. Arghs, see him makes me HUP SOON HENG!! He goes HUAT AH~ lol cute guy he is. After 5 mini glass of tiger beer i started to catwalk already. Laugh, laugh more ah dashu! Dont forget wad happened in Phitsanulok!

Am feeling awful right now.

30.10.08

2008-10-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

(=

Another day after school. As usual went dinner with dashu and den back home to revise my work. Oh ya and i forgot to mention - Mr Cayden a.k.a Clara's hb met up with us for dinner too. Super tired i am. Today's lesson is somehow better den yesterday. Have been working on calculation instead of copying notes slide after slide like we used to. FINALLY i received the invitation to the Global Gaming Expo held in Las Vegas. I wanna go badly. But coming back to think of it i have to leave home for 2 weeks, i was reluctant. I'd miss everyone badly.

Was browsing thru 2 of my used-to-be BFF's profile in friendster and i came to realise that i actually miss em' somehow. Of cus, we did had alot of fun back den. Due to disagreements, due to misunderstandings, due to backstabbers, due to this and that, i forgot how we fell apart. As much as i want them back in my life but at times, under circumstances, things are not within your control. Well, they might think that "aaw.. ur a loser!" or maybe we got back together but you know somehow there's still scars left behind. The ugly sides of one another. So....

To understand one another is not that easy i must say. To cultivate that, it takes a long time. So much to say, i love my BFFs!

("v") fanni
("v") stephy
("v") clara
("v") michelle

Counting down 9 days to hongkong!

And tml is the day i get to meet up with Clara for movie!
Our once in a purple moon date~

nitenitex

29/10/08

2008-10-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

Sigh )=

school starts - siao liao. That means i have to prepare for battle again. Received a good news this evening from Shawn - my classmate cum joseph's buddy. School is sending us to Las Vegas for a course review ; gaming expo. BUT I HAVE YET TO RECEIVE THE EMAIL! WHY?????!

school today is sibeh boring. The lecturer just dont understand the meaning of SPEED!
He's seriously getting from bad to worst. 1hour for 3 out of 18 slides.holy jesus.
If this goes on, i dunno how i am gonna survive later on.

10more days to hongkong. Excited? ok only.

After school today, sweet uncle lim fetch me from school. We went for dinner at the flyer. After that to suntec. He bought me a Tamagotchi version 5.5 *Zzz Until he saw the package (FOR AGES 4 AND UP) He laughed -_-" tmd...
Had fun at toys'r'us today. Took a few photos but all in his phone. I wanted to go to a halloween party badly. Its like so fun to be dressed up. Oh well..

Stephy will be returning tonight. I miss u badly my dear!
Friday is coming. Cant wait to see my Clara. *aw~

MOST OF ALL, I MISS FANNI.

n my dashu (=

24.10.08

2008-10-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

I just sms-ed shawnshawn! *hahahahahahas
PS: I NOT SCARED I NOT SCARED~

Went up to genting 3days ago and just came back last night. Was damn shag!
First time in my life i entered a casino eh. 4horse fun.
Spend less than 8hours sleeping. 16 hours, approximately 2hours out shopping eating and the rest of it i was in the casino. Either playing my blackjack, casino war, 3kings and Best of out it jackpot. (=
Im definately going back - not so soon. I have to recover from the 5hrs of journey phobia.

3more days to school reopen. Still so long la! By that time, my results will be out. Am wondering if i'd pass or fail. I is scared... so so scared.

15days to Hongkong~ im waiting for that day to come for so long already!
Counting down starts...

There's a promise between me and Dingding today. Supposed to meet but he haven call me yet.

Sipping my bird's nest at the moment.
Gonna take a nap now.

love u peeps!

17.10.08

2008-10-17T00:16:00.000-07:00

Its been a long long long long long long long long time.
Very lazy nowadays. Busy as usual.

Celebrated Clara's bdae not long ago at K box. Bought her a cake, went up to her place to disturb the real LITTLEMSSTYRANT - who else but wanxuan (= *Zzzz

Supposed to be in genting right now eh.

Oh ya. I forgot abt something. IT'S MY HOLIDAY RIGHT NOW! Finally after 4weeks of battling - im freed! Just finish my final exam for my module on tues. It'd wont be long for the next to come. Met dingding last week. Still the same. Thought of uploading one of his pic - taken at secret receipe *ahahas but den my com seriously have got some problems somewhere.

Quite alot of things happened recently. Setbacks.

Awaiting for my next trip out of singapore - this little boring place!

26/09/08

2008-09-26T05:51:00.000-07:00

Finally its Friday. Been through 4days of battling against schoolwork. Tedious i admit. Cause stuffs i learn now is totally different from secondary school. Just four days of lessons and Monday is my 1st class test. 是很喘的 lor! I want to pass my test with FRYING CARLERS!

Came back from Bkk on last Sunday. 大收获! Bought so much rubbish. My only regret is I CANT FIND THAT BLARDY SANRIO SHOP! We had fun, yes.
And i wanna go back there again soon~

Gonna prepare for my test now.
I hope that i can have more than 24hrs a day. Just a lil' bit more. hahas

16.09.08

2008-09-15T23:24:00.001-07:00

And every single night i prayed. I prayed that everything will be fine (=

Counting down to 13hrs for bangkok. *wee~
Despite of the situation there, i jus dont give a damn! KAH KAH CHIONG - thats the spirit a youngster should have ya?

While browsing thru somebody's frenster, i am feeling beh song again.
A N X I E T Y , D E P R E S S E D *aughs.

sigh.
God please help me!

14.09.08

2008-09-13T23:08:00.000-07:00

Once again, it is as good as dead here.

Total depressed.
Feelings got all mixed up.
You shouldnt have come in since u have already left. I mean, wads the point?

Went Coffee Club with James last night after he knock off from work. Having my cakes in the middle of the night.

Counting down - 2days to my 3rd bangkok trip this yr & 7days more to school's start.
duhs, by that time i wun be hanging my ass around so often like wad im doing nowadays. Just imagine how busy i can be. Even if i have 8 tentacles, i guess it wouldnt be enough.

Things gonna change for sure.

So long, take care guys.

*everything felt so real - for the 1st time.

22.08.08

2008-08-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you

07.08.08

2008-08-07T12:14:00.000-07:00

DARLING! Thankew bery much for your pressies (=

my sweet brought me to simlim today. Saying that he wanna get his computer fixed. We had our dinner first followed by suprising me with nitendo DSlite, the gadget i always wanted - not that much, but something to kill my boredom during work and he mentioned - in the car between journeys to and fro (= thotful eh~ AND ITS MY FAVOURITE METALLIC PINK.

I thot that was the end - i was already contented and prepared to leave for home until he stopped me and said " eh wait leh, where u wanto go? clever hor buy your things den no need buy for myself?! I haven finish buying stuffs yet. "
And so we headed to some handphone shop on the 1st level of the mall. He stopped by and took a quick glance at all the display and asked for a Nokia 8800 Sapphire arte!
ITS THE LATEST EDITION IN BLACK
I was damn crossed at first. Why did he wanto see the display again when he've already got a Nokia 8800 arte?
Without a second thought he got the salesman to wrap it up!? He didnt mention a single thing until we were in the car. Handed me the phone and said " nah,give u!"

I admit i was thrilled. (=
Can't wait to fly home to explore my new gadgets.
I love u sweet.

21st will be the sweetest one thruout the 3yrs we've been together! I didnt cry at least.

nite x)

am a lucky girl, somehow.

06.08.08

2008-08-06T12:01:00.000-07:00

Urgent off today.

Came to xianzi to view the photos we took last weekend. Kanasai~ lol
I laughed my way thru when Joseph's browsing em'.
Ubber funny.

I've weijie,joseph and ah shawn with me in room 9.
They were all sitting on the comfy couch wheras poor me on the ground. Hard ground!
They were betting away, happily like nobody's business.
im H U N G R Y
I GROANED! but nobody seems to hear me~ sobs.

I WANNA EAT!

05.08.08

2008-08-05T12:38:00.000-07:00

P E K C H E K !

I waited for his call and yet? Kns~
Waited one whole day and.. Fine. I shall play along.

IM PISSED!

FULLSTOP.

04.08.08

2008-08-04T13:01:00.000-07:00

Working right now, with the music blasting behind me. Its so KNN the kaobeh!
Can u imagine with noise pollution and when u are feeling so vexed and stressed up - with u dunno wad, tats the worst thing!

Alrighty, went for our made in Singapore shooting last Sat. Tiring like hell~ Feeling funny.. Weird and uneasy when our photograher got us to stick our noses togother and to remain still for the next 5minutes. I went smirking away finally i cant control, i went bursting out in laughters. Wad a long day~

Watched Mummy yesterday with weiji,ah shawn and joseph. Not as nice as expected but still worth it. Previously, watched Money no enough 2 also. Nice movie. Funny i should say.

Celebrated my lonely, meaningless as mentioned birthday at Dblo last Saturday. Disappointed im, YES! INDEED!! Where all my friends?

Fanni - excused cus she had to bury her heads with her tons and tons of projects~
Stephy - With her bf and she cant turn up. Well... alright.
Clara - she came with her Husband and i reali appreciate that. Thanks babe~
Martin & Gang - )#*)#@()*!&(@_&%!(*E!&
Only xiaoxiong and kaijie turned up. Thanks guys.
To the rest * Weijie, Ah wong, JJ, Nigel & Gf and Siyong a big thankew tp u people (=
And lastly, my dearest. This is the first year u celebrated a proper bdae thruout the 3years. And also the 1st year i celebrated without tears rolling down my cheeks.

All thanks to JJ - he ordered all the drinks that were meant to be killer. Cocktails with all the taste like antibiotics. Kanasai~ And went toasting around, making us drink likw there's no tomorrow. OMFG!

Me and Clara didnt last long. Both of us vomitted at the very same moment. Left shortly after. That was a horrible night for me. Puke in Dblo, out of it, Joseph's void deck, in his bathroom and FINALLY the dustbin in his bedroom.
Better den last year, i died dead flat on the ground, just beside the dancefloor lol.

Received an sms last night. A shocking one saying " If wan to go thailand you want to go? " Sends me butterflies flying above my head. You better know wad you are talking about dude. This is not the time for hokie pokie anymore.

Looking forward to River Valley fish porridge with shawnshawn aka santapause. We share the same birthday hence, will be celebrating together. Just a dinner (=

Gonna wish myself Happy birthday.
I wish to have a bdae cake together with a bdae song.
I wish i can grow taller (my every yr's wish)
I wish i can slim down.
I wish . i wish .. i wish ... (=

good nite (x

27.07.08

2008-07-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

Joseph!
Dunno wads wrong with him. Rushing for photoshooting session.(Idea of his good uncle -_-") Seriously am not prepared yet. 2nd august is just like.. 6days away. I haven go for facial, slimming, hairdo blahblahblah.. bad enough!
Rented outfits at our boutique. Went for final fitting session this afternoon.
I look weird eh? Fat as usual. Cinderalla not. FATDERALLA, yes )=
I love my gown super much. Specially imported from one of hongkong's top designer studio. doooodooodooohs

My sweet looks reali reali dashing in his white suit.SHUPER SHUAI! Dunno why he looks so blur in the picture taken. The designer there said he "beh-gam-wan" smile.
Act shy -_-"

Allow me to express another happy incident. I managed to contact my long lost primary school buddy mentioned in my previous post. And we'll be meeting up next Fri.
Credits goes to Stephy.
Thats the best bdae gift i ever received. Thanks baby (=
I love you loads. Am sorry about the misunderstandings earlier on. I was to petty. Am not angry anymore. I hope since things are cleared now, we'll be the same as we used to.

Going prawning later woohoos*

nite peepos1!

24.07.08

2008-07-24T13:49:00.000-07:00

Im super duper tired these days.
Restless at work.

Counting down to everything (=

Photoshooting in singapore on the 2nd of august. E X C I T E D ; N E R V O U S, im.

Went for fitting session ytd.(for photoshooting) lols funny...

Tried severly pieces. Nearly tripped over. Gown is long, im short..
Just not use to it. )=
Final fitting on Sunday. Will try to snap afew pic den get em' post up here.
Laugh' peepos LAUGH =P

nites.

21.07.08

2008-07-21T13:01:00.000-07:00

Duhs.. back here at bishan.

My darling brought me to night safari on sunday night. Thou we've been there before, but its kinda different this time round. Cus its just the both of us (=

tired & bored.

Still waiting for my funds to come in. aughs*

Birthday is round the corner. Excited? Not really.
Birthday wish?

To find one of my long long long lost primary school buddy.
Joan lee hui ling
That will be my best bdae present (=

Still cracking my brains for idea.
Joseph promised to bring me up to Genting on the 11th of aug.
Am totally thrilled.
1st visit into the casino. Definately gonna try my luck on the jackpot machines as well as the blackjack tables!!!!

IIIIIIIIII CANT WAIT!

*i love you sweet (=

16.07.08

2008-07-16T12:14:00.001-07:00

Doohs.

Back to work with the right attitude finally.
Got some disagreements with Joseph the day before. Because ppl are telling me that Joseph shouldnt let me handle things that way. He shouldnt have kept his cool and only vent it after that.

Well..

He knew i was upset over that issue. He bought me for to Vivocity for lunch together with Jeremy. Had my favourite steamboat. Bought me my favourite cheezcake and tiramisu =P I could sensed that somehow, he changed. But cross my fingers.
Guys are guys afterall. Maybe to give a longer time frame, his colours will show again. Not commenting that he was a bad bf. He commited several mistakes in the past before we got back together recently. Back before den, he was perfectly fine. As in the "perfect bf" kind. No matter wad, i'll be standing right here for you. At least each and everytime he admit his mistakes and come apologising.
UNLIKE SOME PPL.(U NOE WHO U ARE) instead of apologising you come telling me straight into my face that i was too much OMFG~ and u call urself a man. LMAO!

Going four seasons tml for function room viewing. I hope its as good as expected. (=
sunday off!

fanni when u gonna fcuking meet me?
airen, i long time nv see you also. And i forget to mention something disgusting about her. She actually ate raw prawns. Holy christ u are getting from bad to worst my dear!
miss lala - jus met up with her last sunday. Headed to xian zhi for drinks. Not to our fill cus of her wounds. She promised a next round after recovery! Get well soon muacks!

15.07.07

2008-07-15T12:55:00.000-07:00

yes am busy recently. But nothing to do with my wedding prep.

busy dealing with some pussies who doesnt admit their mistakes. AND AM SERIOUSLY FUMING UNTIL NOW. By letting these people off seriously gave me a great set back.

Friends in the circle are telling me wait and see retribution. Fine. I shall sit back for now.

08.07.08

2008-07-08T13:40:00.000-07:00

And ytd before i left workplace i saw joseph's fling - evon.
omfg.

Went home and knock out straight. Sians
Life's getting boring for me. NO LIFE!

Today one of my closest msged me asking if i'll be working tml. And i just brought up the subject "oh..u went bintan bo jio everytime ask you oversea end up fly me." And she spoke to me in a very sarcastic way till i find it pointless to say anything else anymore. Friends talk about money. But best friends, they do not. My girls, they noe me. Ya?

Airen sms today. You too sensitive alr. I always tell you even if i dulan you, i'll take it as nothing happen. This 4yrs, no matter rain or shine, im here for you and you, always there for me. So i wont ask for anything much. muahmuahs

Fuggly faggot bought two cans of drinks a gave me a $1000 bill and expect me to change. After giving him that "eh, u got problem isit?" look he handed me a $50 note WHEN HE'VE GOT A $10 NOTE. knn you FAT UGLY MAN.

Going off work now.
Wee*
nitey!

07.07.08

2008-07-07T13:24:00.000-07:00

omfg
am super tired today.

Past 2days have been hanging out with my boy. Watched this drama serials (PRISON BREAK) breakbreabreak lol. Damn nice. I watch until i dont feel like going home, dont feel like working. Am a drama freak!

Was supposed to be slogging my life away at work ytd but Joseph kept sia-ing me, telling me i shouldnt work on his off day. And since it was his off day ytd and he presuade me with that innocent look *pukes*, i pon-ten hahas. Went Simlim to replace my laptop charger. Accompanied him to car washing session with his friend Thomas. After that he bring me go eat my favorite teochew porridge *moolahss
Weijie and ah hai joined in shortly after. Sat around at some cybercafe in grandlink. Cold weather last night. Stayed over at his place.

Woke up this morning to continue my drama. All the way till 5.30pm until i fell asleep. 3/4 to finishing line. HE! went out without telling me.. Leaving me all alone at home to rot. Well.. of cus he got a dressing down for diturbing me having my beauty sleep. He came back yelling over the phone at 6plus in the evening. Its like i only sleep for like half an hour more. When he tries to apologise with his "darling,im so sorry" eyes really excites me.

At work right now. Smoking away like a smoke machine. Wondering when will i die of excessive smoking.. And i bumped into many frens today. And of cus 1 of em' is somebody i dread to see da most! Ryan came with his group of frens. Haven seen him for a year. Yongxiang, which is my neighbourhood fren even worst! 2year! Last but no least, we have ngo xiulinfg in the line > yeah, she's the one i hate to see most.

Right now am feeling really sleepy. My eyes gonna shut anytime from now. Waiting impatiently for 23rd of july. Am going clubbing eh~ Finally after donkey months i stop that habit. The very last visit was somewhere in September, its about a year to be exact. I miss those drinking, ktv-ing & clubbing days with my girls. And its after i got to know James i stopped all these activites. *AUGHS!

Speaking of him, he finally call up today. I thought he would disappear once again. Anyway, am numb to his actions, his way of treating me. If i really need to make a description, its like - treating me like some rubbish. Defination? People always dump their rubbish aside to rot. And when they finally thought that "uh.. i shouldnt have thrown it away." , they'll find it back. And when they cant, get a new one (=
Simple as that.

Waiting for mr ngo come pick me up from work. Cool eh lol. Finally he got back his 4901. But i did mentioned to him that his car definately looks like some rented car. I deco his car with many hello kitty stuffs and...

WEIJIE : Eh joe, ur car actually look very nice in black. Big car.. But uh, now is reali ugly.. Becus of the hello kitty.

I had my eyes opened really big, staring at him.

I very long never upload photos already can? Duno wads wrong with blogger *duhs.
Gonna stop here now.

nite peepos.

01/07/08

2008-07-01T08:10:00.000-07:00

Yeahs~ Fell sick le!

Dunno why and how come all of a sudden - fever. Isnt that something i wished for? But, nobody showed utmost concern this time round. Disappointed though. Well... (=

Im busy.
Very very busy.
At the same time tired for the prep. So sleepy.

Fanni said to hang on for the meanwhile with my rom prep and she'll be there for my big day plans. Felt comforted. Thanks baby! I is love u deep deep.
Everything seems to be drawing nearer and nearer. Am getting excited at the same time worried and scared.

Checklist :
Wedding boutique - checked
Rom venue - have yet to decide
Guestlist for solemnisation - checked
My sisters for the day - Decided but have yet to cmf with 1 of the girls. And i hope she'll be there (=
Dinner venue - Decided.
Guestlist for the night - im fainting... (this is the most tedious one of all)
Photographer - not yet
JP - Checked.

Thats all i have to handle. The rest, his problem lol.

Feeling so paraniod now. Am losing money )=
Bored.
Waiting for James to call.
He's pissed?
I should be the one..
omfg.
I have to be like a gentle kitten all the time mehs?!
Cant i be the ferocious tiger for once?
I'd lik to be.. lols
Aughs*

29.06.08

2008-06-29T11:33:00.000-07:00

(=

met up with stephy today. Out at 1.30pm and return home 12am. Long day uh~
Went vivo city and we hit off with lunch at some new restaurant. Had a super valued for money steamboat buffet. Went in at 2.30pm and left at 4+ going 5pm. Horrible ma? lol..
Both of us went shopping around. I remembered that Joseph needs to get a pair of white brief and a pair of socks. Knda funny when the both of us reached the male section. I admit i was abit taken aback when the young and enthu promoter offered his help -_-" Stephy was shocked too. I thought it would be alright if i just browse throu myself. hahas. Nevertheless, nice experience! Landed at coffee club for some muddy mud pie eh before arriving at Joseph's place.
Went back to vivocity after leaving his place to get some bags at GUESS. She got a wallet and a travel bag myself. (= We've got the determination. GIRLS!
Ktv session at Serangoon Cc untill 11.30 before we bid goodbye.
I enjoyed myself today and i reali felt great having her as a companion. We'll be meeting up again sometime next week.
We reali chatted alot today. From a-z.

I introduced Ms A to Mr nice(as i thought he's one). No other intentions.
Well.. Ms A said it wouldnt be nice as Mr nice was somehow a past of mine and this is wad i wanna tell you.
A PAST like you mentioned. If he knew how to appreciate me much, i wouldnt be leaving in misery back den. Since i've overcome everything, why not? And no harm having him as a friend. (=

I actually fell asleep already uncle lim.. But you woke me up. Not i dont wanna sleep. *faint.

counting down to my big bash!

xinyi hopes to see miracles.
*
*
*
I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms, who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way

*i wanna be with you, 爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
I Wanna Be With You,爱你好满足
享受最甜美的舒服有一个呵护我
不在孤独

bubbyes.

28.06.08

2008-06-28T11:38:00.001-07:00

From now on i'll have more time for myself, my family, my friends, my bf, my dogs blahblahblah... I OFFICIALLY FIRE BOSS!

Today i finally met Clara after some 1month plus since. We headed tanjong pagar to 2of the boutiques. Seriously, this is my first time browsing through wedding gowns.
FEELINGS - scared & worried.
The not very professional salesman came asking me to try the gowns if i wanto. Holy christ. Clara took down 1 to measure myself. I see already i wanto laugh. All so long. And am so short. Like this how? I think in the end also need to go for a MTM session. Will i look funny then? *doohs.

Met James just now. -_-" beyond words again. He knows, vice-versa. But maybe to him, he just take things lightly. I dunno. I can never ever catch wad he is thinking. To me, he's somebody full of mysteries. Well... at times, it is better to know nothing. (=

AND FINALLY THE FINALLY after sucha long long time, tml is the day! I can finally meet up with my Stephy. She's jealous lol. Chatted on the phone with her for awhile. Am touched by her words somehow.
Dajie, u dont have to. I love you too. Infact, each and everyone of you equally! And tml we can talk for the whole day without any disturbance. (=

Airen - checked
Clara - checked
Stephy - checked
Fanni - YOU THIS LONG-LING-LONG~ kin leh!

I haven slept well for the past 2days. I am going to sleep now!
sweetdreams ppl!

27.06.08

2008-06-27T13:12:00.000-07:00

Am fcuking pissed by some working staffs over here. They spread news faster den anything u can ever imagine. And the worst thing is, they spread the wrong info - deemed as rumors den! Knn. Did i ever mention i dunwanna work anymore? One by one came asking me.

"Eh hear ppl say u dunwan to work anymore ah? Until end of this month isit?"
"Eh hear u gonna get married ah? Den ur current bf dont let u work after both of u engage ah?"

common' ppl! Be logical. Since when did all these came out from my mouth? And i didnt mention to anyone that im getting married, except my airen and my aunt. Airen wouldnt possibly tell. Must be that busybody aunt of mine.

When things didnt come out from my mouth and ppl starts blabbering rubbish seriously turns me off. CHECK THINGS OUT BEFORE CONFRONTING PLEASE! *applies to everyone~

25.06.08

2008-06-25T11:50:00.000-07:00

Burps >.<

Today's customers all sibeh siao on
First came 10BBQ prawns.
Second came airen's 爱心 BBQ sausages.
Third came uncle's "ba chor mee"
Erhums to sum up,not forgetting andrew's BBQ prawns, AGAIN!
I is full untill i dun noe how to express.

And did i mention i hate "ba chor mee" to the core?

Customer A :小妹 UNCLE 买 BA CHOR MEE 给你吃!
辣椒一点点 (=

Me: Orh. Thank You uncle.
(and i left that packet of noodles on the table,focusing on my game...)

10mins later.. (andrew came asking me to eat repeatedly..)

He's actually facing me when i was eating. I felt horrible cus i never thought of eating that packet of noodles. The noodles is full of minced pork and pork slices. The raw smell of it, omg.. i felt like vomitting. I just nibble with the noodles all the way through when..

Andrew : Why only eat the noodles? Not nice ah?

Me : (i smiled) No la.. er, i full already eh.

Andrew : haha.. ok la dont eat.

Thats when i felt relieved. I swear the smell of the meat sucks! Aint a meat lover esp Chicken and Pork. -_-" Other den that, i do take other poultry like beef and occasionally, once in a purple moon - mutton. Hearts seafood esp fishies and veggies the most.

BUT! Pls allow me to stress that i hate brocoli and cauliflower. A bite and i can feel the whole thing splitting into "tiny balls".

Airen came suprising me with 2sausages. I haven seen her for a week since i think. She changed her shift. 看到你真爽!

Felt so tired today. Reached home at 8am in the morning becus i took a bus - to be thrifty (amazing!). I doze off after my bath but got woke up by my dog's horrible barking. So there im, tossing around untill 5pm untill i finally fel asleep. And woke up unwillingly again at 9.45pm, preparing myself for work. -_-" 可怜的我~

Stephy finally came back to me! Expectedly, each and everytime when she met problems with her bf. Dont worry.. Sunday will soon arrive!!

Saturday - miss clara and myself wil be heading tanjong pagar, hitting the studios.

This week i want off! Hopefully Andrew forget last week i took 2days off! *evil grins

Joseph seems to be busy this week. His Business with his partners will officially start next week. Doohs.. i wanna be 老板娘 also can?! lol
I offered my help to him but he ask me stay home instead. Den? Back to square 1 again. I'll be bored to death cooping myself at home all day long.

Back then, when i got no jobs - i find life so meaningless.
*because am bored at home, tired of going out all the time.
Right now, when i got myself a job - I STIlL FIND LIFE MEANINGLESS!
*i got myself out of home for 8hours, 1wk 1day off for outtings (jus nice as i thot)

But why am i still feeling this way? Contradicting me.

There's alot of things which i wanna do next

- to go for a holiday (yes, to hk and its arriving pretty soon)
*i wanna go bangkok actually >.<
- dying for clubs! (i wanna club for once badly)
- Ktv sessions with my girls (arriving on sunday)
- WANNA MEET THAT BITCH OF MINE!

Si fanni - u better know ur mistakes! Pick up ur calls, reply ur sms-es!
Leaving for thailand soon 的你, pls meet me before u fly~
We shall hit the town, rock the clubs, drink like there's no tml. Just like how we used to!

Sians.
Gonna watch dvd soon (=

Take care peepos!
Good nite.

Loves,
me

23.06.08

2008-06-24T12:03:00.000-07:00

People always gets jealous of one another.
Hence, hatred begins from here.

Yesterday while working, i met my santapause shawnshawn (=
Nice to see him here. He was full oF energy when he came. At the end of 2hrs,he told me he's going to fal asleep soon.

Im super bored here i swear.
Today, 2 yandaos gave me attitude problem.
One came telling me "nothing i wont call you,take care."
Another one "take 147 from black man"
Kaos..

To the 1st man,i dont know wad kinda medincine u fed urself with today.
And to that 2nd man am referring to : Im not some of your runners. To collect money as and when you order me to. After one whole day if you gonna call me just to remind me to collect money for you, COME GET IT YOURSELF!

Today is just kan si lang suay.
Am waiting for the arrival of sunday. Till den, i can get to see stephy and throw her my woes.

CANT U PPL JUST SHOW SOME SYMPATHY?
WHEN I HAVE TO WORK TILL DAWN AND ONLY GETS A <6 HRS OF REST EACH DAY?

22.06.08

2008-06-22T12:01:00.000-07:00

First of all, would like to wish my bitch Fanni : Happy Birthday!
Finally u turned 21. Like i always say 13 was just like yesterday. After 8years and our frenship is still standing strong as ever. Although we seldom meet up as often like we used to when we were 18.. I hearts you SO MUCH!

To santapause : 3rd nov 08 Rom, Custom. haven set yet.
my birthday celebrating 8th aug YOU COMING?!

Met James today. For some 3weeks or more i haven seen this fella. (=
Still as guai lan as before.

current mood : confused.

playing online casino cum drinking cum chatting on the phone at the moment.
SIANS!

20.06.08

2008-06-20T14:58:00.001-07:00

人衰养鸟都会变公鸡

6.30am le.
Received a bad news from dad last night that one of my great grand uncle passed away. And i guess i have to attend his funeral later.

This few days nothing special. Was supposed to meet up with Ms lala ytd but due to some unforseen problems, we postponed to next sat. Miss her that damn much *mwahs

Mum got a pair of tix to Bkk but too bad nobody acc me go. )=
anyway, i shouldnt be greedy.

Joseph came down to my working place unexpectedly twice this week.
Going off work le.

Tml den update.
i love u baby.

16.06.08

2008-06-16T11:56:00.012-07:00

3am.

ah neh jus came down talk to me. Kaobeh-ing that old man upstairs. -_-" Offered me a super disgusting stick of cigarette. Bleahs!
Boss is finally back. (=

Ytd was my off day. And i went to one of the studios at tanjong pagar with Joseph. Bought a package from this bridal boutique. After i left the boutique. The package is $5.6k and its kinda empty. Although yes, am excited and happy that the shots will be in hongkong but, lacking of stuffs here and there and i got really pissed off. I asked joseph to consider and without a second thought, he said to first make a 50% deposit. The rest after that then decide.
And now the decision is to look for another boutique. Which means 2different packages, 2different studios, 2different album - one made in hongkong and another made locally.
So, am flying over to hongkong this nov for the shoots. (= *hees

am going to watch dvd now. hoohoos!

13/06/08

2008-06-13T13:57:00.000-07:00

5am now.

Current mood - PEKCHEK

came to work happily but some idiot gave me a fucking attitude. Pls lor. Not my fault at all.
You slept, thats the fact. Continue giving me tis kinda attitude, dont be shock that there might just be one fine day, i'd throw you back an even bigger suprise.

Finished work this morning at 7am. Went upstairs look for my airen. She was already lying on the sofa. *sleeping beauty~
Practically wasting time away, rotting. Playing silly games, drinking away. Edwin and Gary were the ones drinking away. Me and airen jus sit there and laugh our way thru. *erhums.. we did prawning & BBQ-ING as well. Finny finally i got to eat bbq prawns can? doohs >.< *SHIOK LA!
Left work place ard 10.20am for KTV session. Supposed to be singing away at 11am BUT i have no idea since when the operating hours changed to 1pm instead. Spoil mood...
Sat somewhere on the stairs near the roadsid deciding where to go till we agreed to go home KOONS.

Cant reali sleep well today. As i felt that somehow, somewhat i pissed my airen. hmms. maybe everybody's tired. i hope so.

Met airen under the umbrella (our code) at 930pm. For? WHAT ELSE BUT HUMS AND GONGGONG?
Been a long time since we both sat down and enjoy a plate of hums..
Satisfying eh.. finger licking bloodilicous GOOD!
Did have some pics to upload but am lazy to do so. Some other days i will.. (=

Have been smoking alot since i started work. Approx. 1pack per day. Smoke smoke smoke
Stressed stressed stressed.
Last sat i met my pri buddy jieying
2days ago i met my secondary sch teacher Miss-ng-u-lynn. o.O
today, i met wenkai and alex.
Anymore to go?

Spoke to James for less den 10mins today. We jus blahblahblah our way thru.
And Joseph, for a few seconds.
Refused to speak to joseph despite several missed calls, i ignored.
Dunno why im behaving like this today.
Crazy me.

God bless.

12.06.08

2008-06-12T14:19:00.000-07:00

Ehs 5.22am now.

waiting for my breakfast to come. BIG BREAKFAST lol
Rotting away at the counter *bleahs.

Lost $25 today due to boredom. doohs.
Counting down to my 21st bash. (Thou its abit too fast) Cant be help. When one gets bored, their mind starts to wander about, aimlessly. hahas.
1month 30days to go!

WISHLIST (lol) i'll try not to be too greedy

a big kitty cake

and a nitendo ds lite in pink.

not greedy rite? Cant think of anything else rite now.

Oh yah.. august 12th is somebody's big day also. But celebrating his 26th instead.
Big difference eh >.<
SHAWNSHAWN my dearest santapause! We're sharing the same bdae lol!

6am now, an hour more to go. Smelling bbq prawns makes me hungry. Thinking back, its been quite awhile since i last had bbq prawns uh?! Am pestering my airen(michelle) everyday to bbq with me after work but she WITHOUT FAIL, always reject me! Sex de~
So when i finish work later, i'll chiong to upstairs counter, grab her together bbq with me. I duncare..i duncare >.<

Some unhappy stuffs happened ytd between me,miss lala & group.
Duhs..some collabration here and there. I dunwanna bring it up again.
I was partly at fault too.
Supposed to work till 7am ytd but pissed me left at 1am. There goes my pay for the day. Went drinking. First time since donkey months back i actually drink to my fill. As usual, to drown all my unhappiness.
Stuffs that really brings me question marks.
-why things turns out like this?
-why,AND WHY i came to agree with joseph?
-why am i so the damn sway?
-why am i the 1 to scarifice everytime?
-why cant i be with the one i reali like without reasons?
-will i be happy this way?
-knowing that the future path is gonna be rocky,will i be able to cope?

All the cons to my marriage is already on the surface.
Of cause there'll be pros too. But... nvm.
I guessed my life is fated like this no matter how hard i tried to change the facts times n times again.
*im seriously tired.
Fanni and truely understands me as she've seen me thru tis long 8years.
That doesnt mean that the rest doesnt.
My airen understands me well too. I can say she's the 2nd in position. We reali hit off well 4yrs back lol.
Stephy, this oon and off girl. We love one another much but hmm.. She's the sticky chewy type towards her bf.
Clara,and wad about her? We barely knew another for 4 months. It was only after 3months of meet up before we reali hit off. I didnt dare to approach her at first. Clearly remember how we start talking to one another.
Because of Janice's song - my love,my fate. That's where we started (= And thou its only a few months of frenship, i cherish it too eh!
I love my girls. They are my champs!!

We all shall meet up real real soon. Erm except for my airen. We'll be seeing each other like almost everyday at work. >.<

6.39am now!

i can f*cking pack up and get ready to knock off! wooohs~

visiting the studios on sunday with joseph and my cussie stanley *doohs.
cya guys den!

bad goodnite to all hahas

Love,
iloveandihateyou.

07/06/08

2008-06-07T13:17:00.001-07:00

Current mood - 莫名其妙

cant imagine lol
Untill today i still cant believe myself.
Am getting hitched at the age of 21?!
I thought i was against this thought of getting married at an early age?

Well, everyone have got their dirty lil' secrets.
Definately NOT A SHOTGUN MARRIAGE ppl.
Dirty lil' secrets can only be shared with my sassy girls.
Who? Fanni my bitch of cus. Not forgetting my 谈的来的自己, miss clara (=

Love&Hate,
吴太太

06/06/08

2008-06-06T14:10:00.000-07:00

Here i am slogging away like a mad girl lol.
5.11am and am here working away.

mood : Tired, Stressed, Bored, Excited, TERRIBLE!

Have been working 5nights without off. Doohs and i cant take off for tml and Sun as well. Have to wait till next Thurs. Sadded.

Will be meeting up with Clara (= Heading to one of the wedding studios located at Tanjong Pagar. Am excited. Glad and felt a sense of comfort when my dearest Bitch (Fanni) told me that she's excited as well. Holy cow hahas.

Went to search around for wedding band as well as a proposal ring this evening with Jojobum. Jesus christ. That asshole is definately a gaga! He actually thought of getting a proposal ring @ the price 3/4 of a 10k. I suggested that we should look around at other places first. But seriously, i like that alot haha.

Hmm. (=

Looking forward to lots of things.

Keep you guys updated.

Loves,
sherlyn

29.05.08

2008-05-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

I spend 1/2 of my life waiting.
And its kinda true.

Dashu came over to look for me in the morning. As usual.
Rushed off to work in the evening. AS USUAL!
His routine is FOREVER AS USUAL! *sbs

After that i went to Bencoolen for steamboat. Yummilicious dinner. Have been craving for this weeks back. Finally. Ty Mr Ngo (=
Also met up with WeiJie, Ah Hai and WenLiang at Parklane. Its em' with their maximum tune craze. I just dun understand why they can hide themselves in the arcade with "unlimited tokens". (i calculated.Its abt $50 a day spent in a night jus on the acrade alone) I nearly fell asleep halfway thru. Till Joseph asked me to play some silly games with him. Aughs >.< Not my type.

Went out of the arcade for take five. Guess who i bumped into? Ma DingDing (=
小不点's 小朋友. haha complicated relationship ya? Wadever. Went for take five together and both of us bumped into a common fren of ours. Who else but Calvin Boy. Wad a small world. Nah, its singapore alone lol. Chatted for quite awhile and we left. Saw AKS(Angkongsiao) aka Bing Sheng playing dota. -_-" decided to sayang his head. He practically bo chap. Too enthu in his game.
How scary can it be? Bumping into so many people in a day.

Joseph sent me back home and here i am waiting for him to reply me.

*
*
* HOURS LATER...
*
*

He finally responded and said " why u nv msg me? i fell alseep. "
Wad an excuse. Its like ya.. as if i sms u, u'll reply. Well known as a Koon Sin.
^clapclaps. Air tickets no need to book already (=
He must be damn happy. WADEVA!
From the start i knew he just eng siu me.
June too rush, July also u say wan.
Say later let me know also u say wan.
Wad also u say wan.
Dunwan go den say dunwan go.
Why must be so pushy?
Am not forcing you.
Jus say DONT WANT, everything settled. I can carry on book for myself.
Right now, airfare double the promotion price.
Thats the problem with you.

Why are u so undecisive? I thought only girls act like this?
Excuse me, not all girls.
Kaos. I is really beh ta han you.

wasikanninadepekchekwithyou.
goddamnit

27.05.08

2008-05-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

今天的心情比昨天好一点点 (=

hmm did nothing much today. Went to mount pleasant to pick up my puppy. Poor girl )=
Came back home and supposed to be out again in the afternoon but i actually fell asleep. duhs >.<

Today i chatted with Dashu on the phone. Kinda nice to have him over at the other side of the phone keeping me accompany. He's definately a changed person compared to the one i knew months back. Even Clara agreed (= Am glad.

Today he said "你有你的好，你有你的聪明。" Somehow i felt that no matter wad, am still not as good as compared to her. I strongly felt it this way.
Kinda funny and weird. I dunno why. Both of us really enjoy the process of pissing off one another.

Am wondering how long can all these last.
Honestly, the both of us have got the answer to this question. Just that we decided to avoid in a way or another. (=

As long as he's happy, i'd be happy too.

Nites >.<

amstillherewaitingasusual.

26.05.08

2008-05-26T09:35:00.000-07:00

Today xiaojie's mood 还不错. Nothing much to blog about also. Struggling hard this few days to finish up a 1000pcs puzzle. Long time nv post photos already. Hm.. so, i shall put up some random pics. >.<

new born paw of a shih tsu pup VS doudou's.

I can only put up tis pic cus i haven really got the time to upload the rest. All the little babies, simply too adorable. Will take pictures of em' again wen they grow older.

2ND TRIP TO BKK,PHITSANULOK,PATTAYA - APRIL '08

帅?

Meee (=

Tada ~

Blissful couple, on the day of their wedding - Ah Lau & Wifey.

Handcuffed! He's still laughing away.

The very first waterfall. Honestly, i wouldnt dare to step into the waters. Much more, to swim. Look how muddy the water is ?! *Holy mama..

The 5th waterfall. But cant see from this view.

Finally am going downhill..

It was never easy for me to climb up the moutains, just to see the waterfalls. There were in total 7. But lol Ah Lau stopped at the 4th one. Left me and Uncle Lim, last 2 standing. We struggled all the way up to see the 5th one untill we noticed Ah Lau is missing. We then decided to head back to look for him. *Phew.. Seriously Hectic. Four times the energy used to climb Singapore's Bt timah hill. No kidding.

泼水节 at pattaya.

Dis two uncles in black seriously very enthu. Can see? Featuring Ah lau & Uncle lim in action.

Im good at this too >.<

Firing range at some island off pattaya. Great experience. (=

Cool?! If only i cud bring any one home.. I'll aim it on Joseph's tiny brain and then, " BANG!" There he goes ~

Car mounted on the wall @ Walking street, pattaya.

Jetski (=

Alrighty, time for some reflections on this trip. Wad can i say? Hm, overall i really enjoyed myself during that 9days. First 3days spent at Bangkok itself already very shiok. Endless shopping. And i really mean ENDLESS. I spend almost all of money there.

On the 4th day, we took a cab down to Phitsanulok - another part of Thailand. Not many will come to know about this place. Hmm, nothing much over there. Just a very small district. Entertainment and shopping centres needless to say, Limited of cus. Reason why we went there was to attend a fren's wedding. And did i mention how long was the journey from Bangkok to Phitsanulok? 5hrs for goodness sake. Power. Sight-seeing cum excursion for me. Went mountain climbing and as i mentioned above, tiring. Visited Ah Lau's place. It was some village futher off Phitsanulok, about a 2hrs drive down. *Faint. I need to complaint abit here. I tell you, his place have got no air-con. When i first step into his room, i felt slight burning sensation. Super stuffy and hot. Even with the fan on, the air is warm. *Jesus christ. If i were to be put there for a week, i think i'll die. No need 1week. I think 1-2days enough. Attended their wedding on the 5th day. Simple yet fun (=

On the 7th day, we took a plane back to Bangkok, off to Pattaya by cab. Another 2hrs journey. Wad can i say about Pattaya? Suitable for men. With all the Ah gogo shows, strip dancing bars and stuffs. Shopping centres limited also. I sweared to Uncle Lim that im not going to do any water sports cause 我怕死. He diedie want me to try the jet ski with him. And so i threw away the phobia and off i go. Lucky thing i tried. Super thrilling and fun.

8th day, we went to the island. We tried shooting. I was utterly disappointed with myself. We paid for some "walking under the sea" thing for $150 per pax. Something similar to diving. Only difference was : swimming is redundant. You just have to put on that oxygen mask and get your ass down the boat. Climb down the ladder, and go deep down into the waters to witness the magnificient underwater world. Due to deep water phobia, i threw temper at everyone and i gave up the thought of going down.

Planning for another trip to Thailand by end of June.

23.05.08

2008-05-23T10:08:00.000-07:00

Pretty good day for me today.
Baby got better and im glad!

I finally went out in the day. Been a long time since~
Suntec and then to marina square for movie marathon.
Watched " Wad happens in Vegas " & " Chocolate "
Thumbs up for both shows.
Have to admit i was f-ing tired after that. It was like one after another.
Had my ass literally glued to the seat from 5pm - 7pm and den 7.20pm till 9pm >.<
Supposed to have steamboat today but uhuh.
I was disappointed of cus.
Got a 1000pcs puzzle to crack my brain. ( Jus in case it turns rusty )
I was *needless to say* enthu at first. Duhs.
Its not that im losing all my patience. Maybe i was too tired.

Time reads 1.15am and am here blogging away.
At the same time chatting with MS LALA online. ?! She's online at tis time ?! *surprised.
As usual, pouring woes to one another.
I really feel good chatting with her because somehow, our mind thinks alike. Not to all, but most of the time.

Am here again, waiting for that man to come meet me.
IM FOREVER WAITING!
Ask if im pissed.
YES IM! VERY PISSED INDEED!

CAN U PLEASE, STOP TAKING ME FOR GRANTED?!

22.05.08

2008-05-22T10:11:00.002-07:00

Tiring day for me.
I took care of that little one the whole nite thru ytd with James.
Careless me fell asleep and neglected that pup. Hence, that poor little thing lost its life.
Admitted that it was partly my fault.
Passed away, somehow peacefully. I guessed.
Got it buried somewhere near to my place. Having the thought that she's all on her own now, feeling lost and helpless really saddens me.

One after another. Am here taking care of another sick puppy. Am really wear out.
Helpless me.
Please get well soon baby.

iamprayingeverysinglesecondforyoutogetwell.
*pls do not give up.

18.05.07

2008-05-18T09:19:00.000-07:00

FCUK my blardy laptop.

- CANT BURN CDS
- CANT CONNECT TO THE INTERNET
- RUNNING SlOW, TOO SLOW!
- BLUR IMAGE

SIMPLY SCREWED! DARN~

Pekchek*

aughs >.<

seriously, i dunno wad to do with my com. To bring it for servicing or to re-format. If i were to bring it down to the service centre, where? And im lazy to travel.. If i were to reformat, i dunno how. And wad happens to all my datas? Holy chicken... Somebody help me please!

Fell sick the past few days. Really sick i mean. Was supposed to be in KL by now but everything's redundant now. Say i am reali that sway. Well, James came over to literally FORCED me to the doctor early in the morning at 6am on the 15th may. Despite me crying away, refusing to go. Bought me breakfast and accompanied me till i finish up the food at home. Fed me with those medicine. *yucks.

At the clinic

James : Er doctor, can i request for all the medicine to be in liquid form?

Doctor (gave a stunning look) : Oh, ok! Haha.. You mean she cant take tablets uh?

James : Er, ya.

How scarcastic a doctor can be.

I slept at 4+ pm on the 16th and i only woke up completely at 1035pm on the 17th.

*claps. James came over to bring me out for late dinner. As usual, he brought me home and fed me with those irritating medicine. Duhs. He caught me red-handed. I promised that i'll eat em' on time but i didnt. Hehes.

Joseph came over today and rented my favourite movie " STARDUST ". Swear i was graving for this dvd badly ever since. I watched as i was having my dinner. My 3rd time. Crazy freak im. Anyway, it was realli a nice show. Finny Finally i got my ass in one stylo intergra. *faint. Thats 1 of my dream car for goodness sake.

Thanks for the care and concern that u guys gave.

I really appreciate em' loads.

MR * & MR **

MS EVON & MS JLN BAHAR -_-"

Which side should i step in, and step out?

Beats me. Wadeva that comes in my way i guess (=

Nitey.

Lovess

imacomputerdumbo!

11.05.08

2008-05-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

祝天下的妈妈们母亲节快乐 (=

As usual, a boring sunday. Woke up early today to have dimsum with my aunt. And we went to ride the ferris wheel. Nothing special indeed. Maybe the sightings will be better at nite, to me. I live in the night not the day.

I got a pretty good deal from my aunt. Thats to work with her in KL. That's always something i wanted. To work out of singapore. Right now, the more i hope for to leave this place for goodness sake. Nothing is ever right for me here.

我就是不明白. I'm jus a simple person and why? People around me cant just understand and have to make things difficult for me.
真的很累.

不真气的我，又在一次病倒了! And pathetically sick for the past few days. As usual, sleeping and resting away without the aid of medications. Bath my little tyrant today and guess wad? She tore down my belly stud and my flesh actually split into TWO! Gross uh? hahas. Was abit pekchek but i cant do anything.

My pretty precious gave birth to 4adorables on the 9th of may. Shall update their pics when they gets a little bigger.

I made two decisions today and to live with it, as long as i could. And hopefully no turning back!

I DUN FEEL GOOD AT ALL!

SCREWEM' bunch of niangs..

>.<

2008-05-07T11:27:00.000-07:00

大家，好久不见。。

It became so ghostly in here out of a sudden. Erm, maybe reason being i dun have much to update. (thats a pretty lame excuse i think.) Admit i was being lazy all these while.
Since the very last post till now, quite alot of things happened. Both happy & unhappy stuffs.
First of all, lets kick off with all the happy stuffs ya?
Visited thailand last march, april. It doesnt stops there. I promised to go back there sometime soon. I hated that place at first. Well, shopping bribes me. Many happy moments & unforgettable memories i had there.
Shortly after i came back from thailand, i visited genting after 10 over years since i last visited. Not bad. But abit rush due to last min arrangements.
Finally i got to meet up with Shawnshawn 2weeks ago. Went out for supper.
I'd like to thank him once again.
Went cineleisure for k-ing session with Clara小姐 and her Hb. 终于! Finally get to sing like nobody's tai ji lol >.<

Unhappy stuffs?
Too much and complicated to mention. So, i shall not bring issues up all over again. Trust me, thats a big blow to me of cus.
-suddenly am at a lost. Dunno how to continue typing.
Recently too much things happened. At times, i hated myself. I do hate em' as well. Cause they brought me so much unhappiness in life. I do, at the same time understand that they are not to be blame fully. It takes 2hands to clap. I was at fault too. Well, life's like this. At times i really envy frens ard me. That's true. The unhappiness that im carrying is too much a burden for me. Pretty heavy for a small size me >.< hahas Anyway, im forever that PESSIMISTIC in life.

I got to know a pretty mummy at the same time. Miss Clara of cus. Nice lady. She wouldnt complaint or gimme cold shoulders whenever i talk to her over my problems. *clapclaps! In fact, she's even more enthu den me. (= Hope our frenship will last even longer den expected.
And there's another person i wanna thank. Miss Fanni , gam xia you for being there when i needed someone the most. 感激不尽.

Enough said. Shall update again.
Oh ya, my dog's delivering soon. (=
Nitenite

Love,
sherlyn

14.03.08

2008-03-13T13:20:00.000-07:00

Today was quite a tiring day for me as i slept 7am ytd and woke up 1plus in the afternoon. Everything seems to be in a rush for me. Haha.

Went for a family gathering dinner with my family and relatives. God damn food tasted awful. Anyway, Mr santapause came to pick my family up cus daddy was busy working away. How thoughtful (= Thanks shawnshawn!

Dropped em' back home and we went over to Changi for his dinner. And after his dinner i gave the silly idea to go prawning. He didnt reject me and headed straight to the shop nearby changi village to get the ultimate nike hook lol.

There we were at Bishan. We got the ultimate nike hook, the power bait (referin to some oh-so-disgusting worms), the good 7m long rod and started to prawn away happily. My performance not really good today. Probably cus im not in my reds haha.

Came back home at about 2am to start packing my luggage. I IS POWER DE LUH!
Gotta leave 4am in the morning and i actually pack my stuffs last minute at 2am in the wee haha. After packing i wanted to take a short 1hr nap but somehow i cant get to sleep. Went to bathe and change early. Time reads 430am now and am here typing away. And i gues after finishing this post, am ready to leave home. Aint really in Thailand mood. People around me should know. Aughs.. am feeling so tired right now.

Gotta stop now and take care all.
Will definately update when im back.
Misses you all. *muacks.

Ps - Mr santapause, thanks for keeping me accompany tonight. And hopefully i'll get to see u in Bangkok on Monday ya? And when ur back from Thai, KTV! Thanks for the pretty nickname as well (=

13.03.08

2008-03-13T00:10:00.000-07:00

26th of Feb. Dashu and me @ sentosa (=

On the 4th of March, went to one degree 15 for dinner. Celebrating Mr Ngo's 22nd bdae together with my cussie Stanley. It was my 2nd trip there. Seriously, i realli like that place that much. The picture taken above is one of the dining area. Have yet to try having my meals in the pool (=

Before i went out last night, i pop in to my parent's room and i saw this.. (see photo below.)

I got a shock and i asked her wad the hell is she doing with 2 pegs on her nose.

Me : Oi, 你在做什么?

Sis : Huh..我的鼻子很扁 (Laughing away)

Me : Den?

Sis : 这样"kiap"就会尖了lor

Christ.. I laugh untill my tears came rolling down. And i really think she's CRAZY

Haven been going out recently thats why never update blog. Deadly in love with online mahjong. I can play 24hrs a day with intervals inbetween for my meals, take 5 break and of cus my 5-6hrs of sleep as usual. My mummy got so fed up with me untill she swear that if i continue playing like this she'll pour water over my lappy -_-". Another reason cus im LAZY!

Went J8 with Dashu last night to catch tis movie - The Water Horse.

Not bad eh.. Nice story line.

After movie we went prawning lol. AGAIN?

Days back i got so bored till i read my own blog while chatting in msn with a friend of mine. He was telling me "Hey, sleep early la.. your blog only got prawns, prawns and still prawns. "

Telling me in another way that im getting bored hahas. I wont deny.

Red specs belongs to my airen. She loves red. *Zzz

I thot i got the 变态老师 look hahas.

When i first saw tis pic.. I couldnt refrain myself from bursting out into laughters. Funny right? Cover my nose and my mouth.. do i resemble someone? I think so. With that red specs on, i got the 肥肥 look. Just that im the smaller version. That extra guy in the background is nobody else but my dashu. After prawning me and dashu hang ard my neighbourhood till 6am in the morning (=

Am leaving Singapore tonight. Returning on the 18th of March.

SERIOUSLY I HATE TO LEAVE.

U NOE THE REASON WHY, DONT YOU?

02.03.08

2008-03-01T12:13:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to my airen (=

Hmm and it seems to be so dead in here nowadays ya?
Quite alot of stuffs to update.
Dashu met me in the afternoon. Shocking yah? Haha.
Days ago, we met with a minor accident at mount faber while going downhill.
Thought i would have die-ed off or at least with some injuries here and there.
Thank god, we were perfectly fine. But his car... lol.
The heart-breaking thing was that he did not check on me first instead of his car *Zzz
Well..

Met up with my cussies ytd. Fun time la-ing kopi with em'
Wanted to get a Guess bag at Vivo ytd but damn.. down in luck
Either no stock or last piece. I was definately low in morale.

Went BBQ at Stanley's place. No appetite, ate nothing.
Movie session with James, Ah yi and his wife.
Watched - deathnote
Nice one.
Pms today i guess.
He didnt care about me. I thought of having a quick dinner just before movie because i pratically ate nothing the whole day as i only woke up at 6plus 7pm.
Movie starts at 12mn and he said to only meet at 1140pm. Jesus Chist.
I swear i was growling in hunger on the way to Vivo.
Got numb after movie and i dun feel like eating anymore.
Only untill den, he suggested that we should grab a bite. Meals at 3plus in the wee? Duhs....
I wasnt feeling good at all.
Good nite.

Counting down - 12days to Bangkok.

25.02.08

2008-02-25T04:58:00.004-08:00

Woohoos~

Finally its my off day today. Finally got to sleep till late noon. Ytd went prawning. Hmm.. The day before, James and i met up. I told him wad i was supposed to and we both actually got a tiff. When i reached Bishan last night, i didnt know how to react. I just pretended that he wasnt there. I didnt look at him, neither talk to him. We treated one another like strangers. That feeling was kinda unbearable. And so, we jus kept quiet until i decided to msg him cause i was feeling super uneasy after receiving some sms-es which i felt so disgusted.

I got to noe a guy while working. I guess he's in his mid 30's somewhere reaching 40. Jesus Christ. I dunno how he got his courage to tell me stuffs like that.

" can't give a change? "

" y? i not good enough or wad? "

" i be ur boyfriend tonight can? "

" pls give me a change.. "

" i take it a yes. "

" very pain.. i really like you alot. "

" can you give me a change to WOW you? "

Airen sitting at one corner bursting out into laughters. At that point of time i was super terrified cus he suddenly appear out of nowhere. Asking if he could join in for prawning.. And there he was sitting right beside me. I felt that tension. I was super nervous. Was thinking will be bugging on to me, offering to send me back home and stuffs. Got a flashback of that stalker i met months back.

In the end, i msg James and he got me to go over his side. He took over the whole situation from there. Msged that LAU BIAN TAI and told me that he wouldnt pester me anymore. I was somehow relieve with Dashu around. We started our conversation and went for supper. He sent me home =P

And i still couldnt read his mind.

Went vivo city today to get some cosmetics. Before i went there, i kept reminding myself to control abit. I limit myself a $100 bill and thats it..

And i ended up spending 3/4 more.

sissy n i went for my favourite. Long time nv eat le )=

The book which i mention earlier on.

Came back home ard 4pm. Joseph came over to pick me and Doudou up. He wanted to show his fren. So we went up all the way to Choa Chu Kang.

Right now 9.33pm, waiting for James to reply my sms -_-"

23.02.08

2008-02-23T05:05:00.001-08:00

Work and work. Practically haven been going out for the past few days. Say "Wow! Am a good girl" (= Yes i am.
Hmm. Went down to work place to look for michelle.
Dominic, prawning fever.
Bum into Joevin and his gang there. Jesus cries.. All the "Yankis" lol
yankis - young punks in japanese.
James came down to look for me. All the way down from jurong. *touched.
We were there for less den an hr. I had to return home cus im freakin tired.
Din talk much thou. Behaving more and more like strangers nowadays.
Bought a cage for my little tyrant ytd and it cost me a damn 65$.
Bought a book by the title of "Yazuka Moon". Nice book. Shall share with you guys once i finish reading.
Time reads 9.44pm now and im going prawning. Yay!

21.02.08

2008-02-21T05:34:00.000-08:00

Counting down, 3weeks to thai trip with my cousins.
Been busy with work recently.
Work, home, eat, sleep.
No time for anything else.
Down in mood? I dunno. He claims.

AM NOT HAVING PMS!

Finally its Friday tml (=
But i still have to work.
Hmm.
Miss so many of you.

- stephy
- fanni
- shawnshawn (donkey years since i last met you)

reali reali miss u people so so so much x)

欣怡没有变!

19.02.08

2008-02-19T05:53:00.000-08:00

Holy crab. I is very shag..

Went prawning last night with airen, her husband, james, ah yi and his wife. Stuck there till 3am came home took a bath. Wanted to sleep ended up talking on the phone with James til 5am. Knowing that i have to wake up at 6am! I is power de lor. Went to work at 7am. Jesus Christ is xinku de lor. Have been crying heaven and hell for the past few hours there. 3pm... finally off work. The sun is sexy bunny scotching. Practically felt a burning sensation. )=
Reach home immediately bathe and... SLEEP!
Woke up at 7pm for dinner. Right here blogging away @ 10pm. Gonna bathe soon, Sleep...
Waking up 6am again tml.

sobbies..

Haven been in a pretty mood recently..
Mood change mood =P

17.02.08

2008-02-18T01:06:00.000-08:00

[[ michelle + sherlyn ]] = ' ultimate prawn killers '

Dunno wad to blog also cus practically have been doing the same things with the same group of people over n over again. Dashu surprised me by coming over without telling me. Good lor. I kept him waiting alone while im at home happily bathing away. I tink he's abit insane. He's in the car, i think 1km away from my house. Standing at 2nd level, i can hear the music from his car. Went lavender food court for dinner. Mummy prepared yummy dinner last night. But by forcing me to chew the brocoli spoils my appetite. We went prawning again. After that went to yishun dam *Duhs. dunno wad to write alr.

Here are some random pics.

My little sweet devil -_-'

waiting for my bbq mushrooms (=

zomg! wad happen to james?! He's wearing my flats!

Wad im wearing belongs to dashu!

I love tis pic the most. our distorted face. *lmao

Happily playing Benny Lava.

Return of the pony-tail freaks. eeeeekks

Me and dashu den went to Changi to airloplane..

Fell asleep on my way home. Am always like this and he'll always make sure am sleeping comfortably. Never will he bear to disturb or make a slightest movement to wake me up. (=

16.02.08

2008-02-17T01:34:00.000-08:00

Went prawning again last night. Really alot of people. That sily boy 'tyco' enough to hook onto 3prawns by the body -_-" Laughing our ass off. Take photo with him must 偷拍 wan.. That bloody jean really piss me off big time. I just dun understand. Why must squeeze together leh? I got a prawn on hook and told her to give way. She.. i dunno. Maybe deaf or she doesnt understand my language. Nvm. Didnt reali catch alot of prawns last night. Decided to go bbq-ing @ east coast! Yay~ ( dashu is so pinkie last night aha )

Did our last minute shopping for stuffs. Bought chicken wings, crabsticks, chicken franks, mushrooms, fishballs, stingray, butter, honey marshmallows. Not forgetting the prawns - Off we go!

my airen. Forever so enthu to start the fire.

Each of us started to get busy. Seriously, am afraid of getting a tummy upset. I guess all of us have got the same thought. Guys are really funny uh. Isnt it?! I never knew two guys can talk so much. From occupation to Rvf to car bonet to Ns to fishing spots to fishes to jailbird lifes to erm.. did i miss out anything? They really talk alot. Poor me and airen struggling hard at the pit. We didnt finish the food. Think we bought too much. *Zzz

Before leaving the place, James showed us something nice, eye catching (=

是美的 lor

i miss xiaobudian ;P

14.02.08

2008-02-15T01:43:00.000-08:00

YHAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL

And i did mentioned someone gave me a surprise last night. There goes a saying " Never judge a book by its cover " He didnt look like someone who will carry out actions like this lol.

I like this super much. He did asked before wad kinda flowers and colours i like way before valentine's day. Quite sometime ago and he still remembered. Lol his brains still working! Pink, blue, roses, lavender and that
满天星. 大叔真是人不可貌相 ah! When he handed me sucha big bunch of flowers initially i was really shocked. I didnt know how to react. I decided to remain speechless. I is 4horse happy inside de la @*)#&#)&#)@&#)! Hmm.. Xiexie ni da shu!

Out at 2pm with Joseph, Shawn, Weijie and Ah hai to Ps. They're my sassy valentine. *duhs. Watched CJ7 AGAIN! Needless to say, i fell asleep of cos'. 1/2 of the day spent in game rooms.

Spent 35$ on this machine and...

This is wad we got.

Change of game (= Basketballas

James : 玩到很像小妹妹这样 -_-"

15$ on this and we got nuts. And by the way, i never once like Pooh bears.

Pastamania for late lunch. Headed to Parklane for 2nd round of arcade gaming. They were so enthu in that machine called "maximum tune 3" Jesus christ. I literally doze off while staring at the 4 of them. Is boring de lor.

Bid goodbye to the 4 of them. Headed down to bishan for prawning AGAIN?! You can ask would i ever get bored prawning all day long. Lol, I WONT. Piece of advice to those who haven tried prawning before. Never to start. Cus it kinda addictive. Other den me, my airen and her hubby is another good example. (= Ytd wasnt a good day for the few of us. Hmm was with Airen, her hubby, James, Ah yi and his uncle.

Out of everything, i still love this the best.

13.02.08

2008-02-15T01:00:00.001-08:00

I went for my dental appointment today. TORTURE! Thinking back, i brought it upon myself. Haven been to the dentist for years. Haha. I got my gums drilled at, funny funny stuffs mess around in my mouth. When i had to spit and rinse my mouth, i nearly faint for heaven's sake. Nothing but blood. *gosh Finally that devil requested me to give him a smile and so i did.

Dentist : Ms lee, i think its time you wear braces.

Me :#@!X*?&... *erm, i will consider.

Left that horrible place with my gums so swollen and numb. Heading to bishan..

And he said " 它这样比较美 "

Once again, prawning session on the 13th with airen, her husband and Gin. Wad i was holding onto above is some used wet tissue that is being hooked up by me.

Me : 哇!是重的。。大虾! ( i struggled hard)
*Christ, 什么来的?

Airen :我那里知道? 白白的.

Airen : Sex la.. wet tissue

And we both giggled all the way... Half an hour before time's up, James came to look for us. He used hmm 20mins to catch 1 prawn. His standard dropped drastically. )=

Our troupe of prawns. 54 in all for 3 hours, 3 rods.

我们最骄傲的一天

I could still recall airen's facial expressions when she's struggling hard to swallow 30plus prawns on her own. *Thumbs up. I felt like throwing out after chewing on the 5th or 6th lor. And her husband Don.. more disgusting. I saw him sucking the prawn's head, chewing on it like nobody's business. Gross. Started to have phobia in prawns. Definately not on catching em' but eating. The 3 of us entittled ourself task to do during the BBQ session. I satay stick-ed the prawns (thats my favourite part. say im starting to get more heartless but seriously 是有满足感的 lor ) Airen start the fire (it became her favourite task too) Don wash the prawns. Jesus.. the guy to do the washing. We started bbq-ing away happily at the same time cursing the others. I reali love prawning with my airen. That two guys literally just sat at one corner to relax.

On our way home, someone surprises me big time. Shall update on feb 14th post. (=

12.02.08

2008-02-12T05:11:00.000-08:00

And yes, i suffered from get depression ever since the day she came into the family. Got naggings every morning from my mum when im still sleeping.

mum: " Tell you dont buy right? Our house only can have 2 dogs.. now every morning i have to feed 1 extra dog, clean her mess.."

I talk to her every single day. Be it in a nice way or wailing around. Telling her to be a good dog. Never mess around with my mama.. Make sure she shit and pee at the right place and never ever tear the papers. Duhs, she practically do the same thing over and over again every day.

Right now waiting for James to come and pick me up to bishan for prawning. He said 9plus.. Its going 10pm now. Guys are chauvinist. (=

11.02.08

2008-02-11T23:41:00.000-08:00

Went Telok blangah to get my little beanbean a nice haircut.
No cab wanna fetch me.
Da shu came to pick me up and drop me at vivo to pick up some stuffs (=
Today he met me the earliest. 8.50+ pm
Got him a top at AX.
Hope u like it.
Went movie @ cine with him, Lance*wife & Ahyi*wife.
Watched Cj7. Nicer den expected.
Da shu said we could go prawning.
I slept at 5pm and woke up at 8am but !!!
HE CANT WAKE UP EH~
u aeroplane me!

07.02.08

2008-02-08T12:20:00.000-08:00

me and xiao doudou at my grandfather's place ytd.

hmm 2nd day of CNY.

slept 9am in the morning and woke up 6plus in the evening. Changed and went to grandfather's pl for BBQ. An hour plus of gambling session before i head home.

Joseph, weijie, shawn, robin, lewis, jianliang, andy and alex came over and we started our own little casino. Today's definately not my day. Bet wad lose wad -_-"

Still waiting for mahjong session to start. The boys are still so enthu in their blackjack game. *duhs.

me at home before going bbq

And yes, i am upset.

Finally prawning session tml! YEAH~

06.01.08

2008-02-08T01:06:00.000-08:00

Lol after reunion dinner, went to xian zi. Did met james for awhile.

Ytd's 1st day of CNY. (=
As usual. Angbaos!! * thats something which excites me the most to be frank.
Gambling session. Christ. I won in blackjack last night.
but, i LOSE MAHJONG! and its alot.
Say im lousy. Yes i am
Shawn "za-hu" last night. Paid 32$ to each player. Deemed as "cao-hu" of the night.
Yawns..
Ended Mahjong session 8.30am. Is shag de lor.
2nd round tonight. But first to cussie hse for BBQ session.

Happy New Year all.

i hate the things you said.
u knew it.
u knew it that i never like to hear those stuffs.
i take each and every word u said.
AND I WILL CLEARLY REMEMBER EM'

05.02.08

2008-02-05T08:23:00.000-08:00

(=

kinda busy tis few days.
Went prawning with michelle last night. Bum into lewis, junhao and jian liang. Funny people.
As usual, monday cursed in prawning.

Slept for 4hrs. Woke up 11am to make my way down to Queensway shoppin ctr to meet Joseph, Shawn and Weijie. They made me look like a girlfren of three. I had to give comments, choose their clothes for them blahblahblah. Wanted to get belly pierced. They scare me. Played catching.Went bugis and Vivocity. Tiring day..

Went Xianzi practice singing. -_-"
Shawn drove me back.
tired.
sleep.

03.01.08

2008-02-03T06:48:00.000-08:00

And i did met james on friday. He didnt ask me if i wanna meet. He just asked me let him noe when im leaving Bishan Park. And so i did. Well, he did asked la. But in another way, somehow. Haha
Little Joevin msged him out of a sudden few days back. Telling me pretty weird stuffs. I guess, he's bored lol*
Went over to granddads place for dinner ytd. Met my cussie Sebast. Gosh, tanned he is, fitter. Somehow looks like a jailbird with his cap off. He's coping well with ns life ya? *jiayou! Siti misses u i noe haha. And i stayed home the whole day ytd )=

Another boring day today. Slacked all day at home. Watching tv, playing with my pooch. She's crazy. She literally chewed on my hp charger. IT BECAME A TWO PIECE CHARGER! I was mad of cos'. I slapped her hard on her ass and she cried )= Heartpain of cos'. Did i mention im home alone? All of em' went to cheenatown for that new yr atmosphere.Squeezing around with people, smelling other's sweat and everytink else. *augh,not my type.
Am getting overly excited on the upcoming occasion. Its big time underground gambling time. I love tis time of the year best. When all of us gather together and have fun. Maybe cos' i come from a big family. Thats what Joseph used to comment about. (=
Me and my sis decided to do some last minute shopping tml in town. Gonna get real busy, and i really mean busy.
Not forgetting my pretty babe miss fanni ding.
We had our last minute shopping in town last year,having our reuion lunch at yoshinoya before hitting back home dinner with our family members (=
We shall do tis again tis year!
Miss my stephy n airen too (=
CALL ME SOON U PEEPOS* someone is fuming here alrite!

Joseph called and am going out! *Wee

01.02.08

2008-02-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

Here i am here tonight at bishan park with my godbro Christian, Zhaowen and another fren of theirs. Had dinner at Amk hub. Right now drinking away here. lol Wanted to go prawning but i guess they are not interested. Nice ambience here. Sipping my bottle of hoegarden while typing. Heehees.

And i miss you deeply.
Wondering what are you doing this very moment.
We chatted last night.
He seems to be more lively during conversations nowadays. (=
There's a question u noe i waited for long. I am still waiting.
I hope you will call me back soon later asking where am i. Wanto meet anot lol*

Drinking away tonight doesnt mean that im in a bad mood. Just chilling away.
In a pretty good mood recently.
Joseph sms-ed me saying that the neg. failed and his dad refused to get him the car HAHAHAS*
Oh ya, thot of shawnshawn. Yea, miss those days. We shall meet up soon. You let me noe ba. =P
Take care peepos!

31.01.08

2008-01-31T08:29:00.000-08:00

Met Cousins - Chris & Stanley together with joseph. supposed to be in jb but ended up spent almost 1/2 a day at west coast. Went bak to gardens for another la kopi session. chris enjoys kopi session big time.
Met James in the nite. Went geylang for supper. Frog leg porridge, my favorite. But din eat much last nite. Drive around aimlessly.Ended up at Sentosa. Slept my way thru *evil grins.

Today,met chris n joseph again. Prawnin session. -_-" Lewis and junhao were there too.
Practically talk about everything under the sun. From cars - ns life- prawning style -ME! - wedding stuffs - girls,blah and blah. Back to one of their topic. Joseph went asking chris about some R.O.M stuffs. And back to the usual question "08/08/08. Seriously am having a very hard time upon hearing that. Nobody understands. Nobody can do anything to save me either. I need a superman please.
back home at 11.45pm
wad a boring day
bad headache
*i am missing you every moment just that u didnt know.
sleep.

nitenite.

30.01.08

2008-01-29T01:43:00.000-08:00

Went M.I.A for the past few days.
大家有没有想我啊? *Zzz

Hmm busy prawning away. Fetish for that. Mummy says im getting from bad to worst. She even warned me to stop my prawning habit. 大叔 said i could get a job there. Ah yi said i could sleep there. Joseph said i could marry the owner's son. How i wish my dad could own a pond of his own.

Got a new pup on 26th. And i name her 豆豆. She's a horrible creature. She peepee everywhere. She eats her own poopoo. What else? She enjoys licking around. Esp in the morning when she's awake. She will run around disturbing everyone else who is still sleeping -_-" Clever by nature thou. Taught her "give me ur paw" the very first day she arrives and surprisingly, she did it the next day.

Met James recently.

Avoiding people.

Accepting facts.

Loves day-dreaming.

Loves strawberries cheesecakes

Loves Mcflurry Oreo

Loves Chocolates&Sweets

Loves throwing tamtrum

Loves to behave like a small kid

i love myself (=

Precious sleeping x)

Army of prawns..

24.01.08

2008-01-23T17:34:00.000-08:00

Reading 9.36am now. Amazing! Little princess is up!
dreamt of funny clowns. I nv once like clowns since young. They are scary.. Sickening retarded face. Woke up ard 8am. Cant sleep after that. Children singing non-stop below. I tink those teachers are ill-treating the kids. "A Little puppy sat on my lap..." thats wad i heard. They sang over and over and over again )= poor me!
Decided to blog den.

Browsing thru frenster and i saw this particular comment on this particular profile. After reading it, im thinking hard. Real hard on the 080808 issue. Sickening. *screwed! At times i really dunno which side of you am i seeing. Which side of you should i believe. IRRITATING! Jus becus she drives? she drives she drives she drives drives drives? wads so great about that anyway? Yah, maybe if one owns a car,something to be proud of. First of all, wad she work as? Just a freaking personal asst in bloody propnex. Earn big money there? Uhuh~ You have to work like a cow, listen to orders and stuffs. And most of all, peanut pay. Work as a runner at night. *omg isnt that supposed to be a man's job? If i were to be like her, i can easily afford anything which fancies me. Or to be like her, ask parents for a car. I could if i want to. And i believe my parents, esp my mum would be happy to . So wad she gets a branded every now and den? Wads so great? With her pay, how far can she get? Maybe after getting those branded stuffs, den have to eat bread everyday? Im happy for who and wad i am today. Satisfied but still wants the best out of everything. Ugly Jazz! After CNY i gonna enroll and i make sure i get my lic by august. Jazz is ugly! Ugly is Jazz.
Shall prove to you den. Its either Intergra or Mini cooper for me. Lic by august, JIAYOU~!

23.01.08

2008-01-23T17:24:00.000-08:00

supper with zhihao and adrian

1/2hr prawning session @ bishan. 3catches. 2females *jesus christ

met james.

22.01.08

2008-01-23T01:27:00.000-08:00

Was too tired last night thats why didnt blog. Went out shopping for new year clothes. First stop at Bugis. Couldnt find anything there. Headed to town. *Jesus christ. I didnt know i was that powderful. Wearing high heels, i walked from 3.15pm all the way till 9.45pm with only one stopover - for lunch. When i got home, i had blisters and my poor little legs aching all over.
Bought only a pair of tights,3 tops,1dress, a pair of shorts,1 skirt,2pair of shoes,3 bangles, a watch. No more. Still lack of a clutch, a bag, t-shirts, jeans and SLIPPERS! *holy mama. Down on my luck ytd. That particular pair of flats caught my attention and i like it very very very much. I needed size 4. Went to 3 of the outlets in town. Its either sold out or left with only the display. *aughs. Tink i'll still stick to mphosis. Went to coach to look for the clutch no more stock! o.O? Just not my day.

21.01.08

2008-01-21T09:01:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year is around the corner and its time for some shopping spree~

I dunno why. Im extremely exhausted at this time of the year. Getting New yr clothes is much more tiring den doing normal shopping. Hmm.. lazy me decided to start off with online shopping. Spotted afew tops which i think i would be getting em'. (below are the selected ones)

Undecisive me. Black/White?

Tis is abit too simple & stil considering..

Tis is nice *

Er apart from all these, a pair of Levis jeans, few shorts. NO SKIRTS *NONO* 2-3 pairs of heels. 2pairs of flats. Some accessories, and most importantly, a bag or two. I asked mummy a question today and she replied me in an interesting way.

Me : Mi (my lingo for calling mummy in short)新年要到了，明天我去买衣服 .

Mummy : hmm.

Me : Den sponsor 我$100可以吗?

Mummy : For what?

Me : 买 bag. Er.. 我要买 COACH 的.

Mummy : 又要买? 巴刹买啦! 三个十块。可以天天换，用到你爽。每次买 Bag , 你很有钱..

Me : Ok lor. Nvm.. 我去买 GUESS 的.

Mummy : (she stared at me) 你 Pls hor。。房间那个拿去送给人先才来买。又小又重，不知道买来做什么。。。

My cute lil' brother got his bursary award today. He came to me asking me to bring him to Mustafa. I was thinking "uh?" Decided to disturb him.

Bro : Jie, when u free can bring me go mustafa?

Me : For wad? ( i was taken aback)

Bro : I want buy a new shaver for daddy. If not we go Bishan, i buy new wallet for him lor

Me : Daddy wallet spoil meh?

Bro : No.. But use very long already.

Me : Orh.. Eh den u got money nv buy things for me?

Bro : Aiyah wad u want? Shoes can? Wad kind of shoes you want?

Me : "kok-kok" shoes can? (referrin to high heels.)

Bro : Can la Can la..( he went speechless for awhile) But den $20 below wan ah. The rest u pay urself.

Me : -_-"

Waiting for him to call still. Reading 2am now. Guess i can do nothing but waste my efforts uh? At times i really dont understand wad a guy is thinking. Well, thats it. I sms-ed no reply. Wad reasons again tis tme round? Wadeva.But pls do not apologise as it'll only make me feel more agitated. Thanks ah.

Off to bed now.

Meeting Zhaowen tml in town for new yr clothes.. *u gonna regret lol* Just imagine walking to and fro from HMV to FarEast? Or maybe running around from town to bugis and den vivo?

Shopping mode - ON

Good nite

Lovelove,

sherlyn

20.01.08

2008-01-20T12:10:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. i woke up 9am today. Say its amazing.. Jesus christ Indeed. Slack ard the house.

Evening mummy got me to go to the supermarket to get some stuffs for dinner. And i went - Mummy girl i am. (=

Had a wonderful dinner tonight. Went to visit grandfather. He's happy to see me everytime. And i make it an effort to visit him as often as i could. Promised to bring him out to eat Bak Kut Teh on Tuesday (=

Went prawning with airen, her husband, Joseph, Ah hai, Weijie and his super attitude problem gf-to-be at somehr jurong. Come back to that small girl. She speaks like as if she is a loud hailer. Afraid that i might not hear wad she says. And wads wrong with her eyes? *aughs. 16year old TWIT! So much said, Prawning isnt fun today -_-" James dropped by to say "hi" and den "bye" (=

Supposed to receive a Chinchilla today. My dogs super irritating. Kept barkin at it till my mummy changed her mind and decided that i cant have it. I tink chubby even have the intention - "if u gona stay here i make sure i'll eat u up someday!" My dogs are so selfish. They only think of themselves. They never come to tink that im bored playing with them everyday. They are not understanding at all... damn. )=

And it is so cute lor

Not really in the mood to blog recently. Say because im lazy. Maybe yes. But one of the reason why was because each n evrytime i get to see my blog, i'll feel like fainting. Holymama* See the state it is now. I is really lazy to do everythink, AGAIN!

Leave it as it is untill i am free. Soon i guess.

Good nite.

19.01.08

2008-01-20T11:54:00.000-08:00

Have you ever seen a driver with helmet on while driving? Tis is totally INSANE!

A passenger with helmet? Just for safety purposes. Thats wad lewis said.

Acc my neighbour to somewhere jalan besar to get his bloody helmet. After that went to Bedok 511 for my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. Not in a good mood since... My favourite kidney mee sua save the day. Felt so much better after eating. I cant stand them seriously.

That beautiful place. You had ur eyes closed and i counted the stars.

What's lost cannot be replaced. Be it by actions or speech.

nites.

18.01.08

2008-01-19T02:39:00.000-08:00

Went Bishan prawning with neighbour ROBIN and Lewis. Their madnessity really rawks to the core. As usual, we had hums and gonggong before session. Aftermath, see the pic. The table is bloody. Caught 8 prawns ytd. Was cursed. I cannot go with them. No catch at all. Only caught 1. Lewis caught 1 super big prawn. And its for me. We bbq-ed on the spot. Went back home after that.

2008-01-17T06:48:00.000-08:00

My little brother is away from home for 2days, back on Sat. Went for school camp and i miss him so so much. Wondering how is he.. I love him just too much. Dad finally recover from his non-stop hits(cough i mean). hahas
I is having a terrible headache today. Dunno why everytime come back from session always got that burning sensation.. Ya, robin and lewis got it. Instead of losing weight, i gained 300grams. *jesus christ. My consultant was shock and she asked me something funny i thot.
She asked if i come to slim or gain hahas. Whatever..
See littlemisshelpful & littlemisssunshine? (= We went shopping around after that. Nothing to buy. Went to suntec. Got my hair rebonded at Kimarie. SHE CUT MY HAIR! I tot i told her not to cut?! *aughs 不听话的小朋友. Regretted getting it straightened. Cus it looks so weird. Joseph came to pick us up for dinner with Thomas. Horrible... its just so un-imagine-able. It seems like we are celebrating somebody's birthday. 马汉全席(dunno type correctly anot.) Eat until my tummy wanna burst. Asked Thomas why order so much when he know that nobody can finish and he said.. "nvm, jus order only.Anyway so long never see you, treat it as a 'long-time-no-see' dinner~" But really abit
夸张. We have got premium sharkfins for soup, a plate of kangkong (specially for meee), brocoli (i hate it big time) with scallops, hot plate eggy beancurd, sweet&sour PORK cutlet (did i eva mention i hate pork? chicken as well.oh my god..) Last but not least my favorite dish of all, fishy fishy! Ate almost 3/4 of it myself.

Reading 11.23pm now. Guess i am going to bed soon. Da shu did not call me. Robin call and dunno say wad rubbish -_-" cao pilot.. i hate u!

and bytheway, i had a hard time doing my blog today. Big time tedious, although i copied and

paste from lewis template. Our blog look alike. X)

Went out for supper with Zhihao, Ah shun, Ah boon and Stefanie. The spicy vs the non-spicy. Nonsensical neighbour joined in and we crapped our way thru. I look like a penguin? A short ugly fat penguin? *am really a much happier person now. Went home after that. Receive a weird sms from joseph. Threw me a big surprise. Unexpected situation.? How come guys can be so weird? I really dun understand. They love playing mind games uh?

And i met James tonight. Tink he need to go somewhere nearby hence dropped by to visit me. B4 i went down, my mind was in a stir. Heart thumping fast. I dunno why. The 1st time i felt this way. Uneasy was how i felt. Maybe i was just tired.

g00d night.

love,

misstyrant

17.01.08

2008-01-16T20:33:00.001-08:00

i dreamt of ju-on last night. Slept beside me and hiding under my bed. Didnt sleep well again. Sigh*. Am going out now. Slimslimerslimer-est~

16.01.08

2008-01-16T04:46:00.000-08:00

Met neighbour and lewis together with my sis. Dinner at serangoon mac. DAMN YOU ROBIN! Dun always bully people can? Sick still ask me help you to queue. 没人性的 B A S T A R D!

Finally got to eat it. Craving for it since some weeks ago -_-"

Bin's eating ~ 天真 look on his face.

Behaving more and more like G A Y L O S!

And finally the finally, H U M S! 我爱你们~

Two cravings settled in a day *weee

Supposed to share with em' after we finish watching tv. Lol but i finish up all while watching hahas.

Met em once again after 黄金路. Yishun dam slack slack slack.

Superman flying?

Ahems, i tink they are trying to show us something, ya?

" Eat only RUFFLES CHIPS, den u can perform like how we do " ?

Funniest video so far. Practising " LOVING YOU " at yishun dam.

Proudly present you the vocalists

PENCIL ROBIN

SHAPENER LEWIS

Honestly, they sounded horrible. But they have the guts to do it with other people around, staring hard at em'..
勇气可加!

Neighbour, if you dont go take part in 搞笑行动 really abit wasted. Thot of uploading tis video in youtube. People, wad do you think? And i believe Airen will never ever watch Benny lava or the prank call in youtube. Instead, this.

大叔 will be out of singapore next week. Well, as much as i wanna ask more, i tink i better not (=

Glad he called - was it becus i msged him 1st or was it he left a miss call 1st?

还是望不了一切的一切。

Glazing up at the starry sky reminded me of us.

We went counting 1..2...20...35...finally 43, i started adding you & me.

Feeling much better right now...

Gonna recover soon.

Joevin's upset becus of neighbour. *hahahahas silly

Sweet dreams everybody.

love,

sherlyn

*iwasthereallthetimebutyoudidntknow.

15.01.08 @ 我要吃HUM!

2008-01-15T11:27:00.001-08:00

Jesus christ.

Am sick again today. Had a terrible headache in the evening. Fell asleep and woke up with a flu. Till i met neighbour he told me tt i am running a fever as well *Zzz
Went OCH with em' (Zhihao, Ah soon, Lewis, Robin and his gf) As usual, neighbour with his craps.
Coffeeshop for supper. I wasnt hungry den.. But rite now, i am eating instant noodles. *holy cow. Noodles tasted weird today. Jus ate afew mouth, din have much appetite.
Neighbour tonight ho-sey already uh! *jiayoujiayou.
Ps : Dun disturb me that often. Ur gf will not happy wan.

Suddenly thot of you.
Wondering how are you, wad are u doing rite now.
Wanted to drop you an sms but..
Am afraid that i might disturb you, or u might not like it.
You know i wouldnt call.
Miss planes landing,
Miss Sentosa,
Miss Punggol..
Most of all, i miss calling you 大叔~
(=

People, no snappy today. Cus aint feeling well, got no mood for anything.
Sweet dreams, Sleep tight.
Am freaking sick *Zzz
- running a temp@38.2
- sore throat
- flu
- tummy upset, must be that freaking hum i ate yesterday. *PuiPuiPui*

Love,
sherlyn

s p e c i a l l y 4 m y a i r e n __ 我.爱.你 !

2008-01-14T11:13:00.000-08:00

爱人,

U dun so fcuking depress le la. I read ur blog and its like... *jesus christ, a saddist. I know its easier said den done. But what to do? Once he made up his mind, u can do nothing but jus sit one corner to rot. No matter how much effort u put in, they will never appreciate. And even if they do, 都是在演戏而以! Because he just need a companion when he's bored. Rite now, maybe he found someone new, or rather to say he gets bored with the old toy and its time to get a new one. Well, most guys are like this. Have you ever thought of this - When you are struggling hard to bring him back and there he is, forgetting you as days goes by? If a guy is serious with this girl, he'll never let her go just because of a small issue like this. By all means, stand by her. Making sure that she'll not shed a tear. He'll be flying over the moon if he knows that you are upset over him.
男人都是没有感情的禽兽! Don't think so much le. Nothing worth holding back after you tried your best-est. Probably i've been thru this too often hence i can take things easy. Give urself a break. If he is serious about you, he'll definately come back for you. Allow urself to have ample time, to prove the worth of this man - this is how i remind myself.
March 1st we definately will be going out for drinks! I can ask Tay Boon Teck out lol. That Martell King of the King (= This year you wont be crying anymore. You have your butcher gang and me! We are the 女人s. Who say birthday must got chalet, bbq or wadsoeva? That doesnt mean they'll be happy. U can take me for eg. Most important, is to have all your good buddies with you. Last year i spent ur 21st with you, this yr u better rmb! Last year and last last year u NEVER REPORT! This year if u fail to fall in again, u shall be degraded to Di ren instead!

Miss those days back den.. wait till i go transfer our pics taken donkey years ago from my another com. I think will scare of many people *holy cow. Days wen we hang ard at monte carlo.Nights at yishun dam slacking away,Sneak out night =X Our silly acts at orchid country club toilet *christ christ christ.The many many joys and sorrows we laughed and shared. Day before ur wedding .... Time flies. From VTR to SBS bus haha. Jus wanna say i love you so much. Thanks for the tolerance tis 4years, and still counting.

就算你失去了全世界，你还有我!

Dont think so much le. We shall meet up real soon. Say friday? (=

*nobody is to leave any comments on this post. Not even on my tagboard!Robin and gang.. better 自动! i say no means NO! Try and u shall be IGNORED!

2008-01-14T10:08:00.000-08:00

Finally got it done today (=

Craving for Hum again today. Went to the supermarket to look for cockles BUT dun have... Die die also want to eat! So i bought the hum in canned form. And i though it would be nice...

Never did i realised that the taste SUCKS! So hard and erm.. i dunno how to descibe. Gave up eating after chewing the 2nd piece.

And suddenly i got the urge to cook dinner for everyone! Spaghetti in grilled chicken sauce~
虽然我不会做家务,可是我是会做饭的 lor ! Thou it looks like a plate of waste people throw out but ahems, still quite nice wan leh. Nobody said that it tasted bad. (=

I felt so reluctant to do anything today. Probably becus i didnt slp well last night and i woke up kinda early today. Went out with Zhihao (Aw ah Aw~) , Ah soon and their fren Stephanie. To katong shopping mall for ktv session - AGAIN! Today is somehow better den yesterday. Maybe i cant sing with Robin around... K K K K 死他! Went chai chee for prata -_-"

*ROBIN - PS : People pray before they eat! On ur behalf, I HUAT BEFORE I EAT!

Home sweet home after that.

13.01.08

2008-01-13T07:40:00.001-08:00

Got no hang over. Woke up 1st tink came to my mind - MAC. Met Lewis together with my sis, we went for late lunch. Ktv session after that. Today got no form lol. Anyway, those irritants dragged me to East Coast once again for catchin soft toys session. They spent ard $40+ for two ugly bananas and 2 winnie the pooh -_-" and its small in size. Afterall, they were both happy with wad they had. *jesus christ.

Lewis with the 2 bananas

my neighbour with the bears, honging with Kerin i tink =P

Wads with the sign?! "aw ah aw~"
They have been really nice. Esp my neighbour. Never said no whenever i need a companion to talk to. 你们用心了! And i guess wad ur fren said is true loh. My blog is nothing but my neighbour my neighbour and my neighbour -_-" Met Zhihao and two of his frens at coffeshop. As usual tok cock session. Long time never see him lols. Still crappy as before =P

Holy chicken.. Finally got this video uploaded after 1hr of trying.

Erhums. To show loyalty, this is a tribute for 老大. Neighbour's "wa-dang" idea.. Tink he got really bored during the journey to East coast. I jus film only. People, laugh only if its funny.

To be completed on behalf of Lewis. Started 12.30am My sis went to bed after awhile..

Freaking stopped at 4am. The rest to be continued tml...( LEWIS! SAY ITS AMAZING!!!)

12.01.08

2008-01-13T07:24:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to blog for ytd. Busy with drinkng session. Hence, no time to blog. Who to blame? NEIGHBOUR. Had dinner with Joseph and Weijie at my house opposite. My favourite dishes. With sambal kangkong, Butter prawn, dunno wad beancurd and ABC soup lol.

Met irritating neighbour and lewis after that. DRAGGED me to boatquay for 不醉不归 session. Some raining bar, together with Jack and Jonathan. Dice, Five-ten, blahblahblah... Hmm.. saw Enen when i was about to leave. *sweet*

Came back to serangoon, continued drinking session. James came to wait for me last night. It wasnt expected. I speeched, i sneezed, i cried, he kept silent. Wad happen last night, i never wanted to recap cus i ... 一切尽在不言中.

Can everybody do me a favor? Dun jio me out for drinks anymore. Please..

11.01.08

2008-01-11T01:50:00.000-08:00

Today we is going prawning

Me, Joe, Airen and Don (= Excited ehs - brb in the night. Working S U C K S big time`

We didnt go for prawning session that night. Instead, Lavender food court for hummy session. *holy cow , don came along too.

我们的最爱

Me : 爱人，你会不会觉得我们很像Aunty uh? 喝 beer 又吃 hum. 又是在 Kopitiam!

Airen : Aiya sex, Aunty 没有吃 hum 的 leh。直接喝 beer 的 lor!

Aftermath, bloody everywhere.. We enjoyed.

She's waiting for Kevin's sms.

Silly me waiting for his. But no reply haha (=

Went to Airen's house downstairs to search for Mazda (her pup). Cus Don let it go.. Irresponsible. Lewis and Robin came along. After some half an hour of non-stop "Mazda~here, Mazda~! there" ,Lewis found it sleeping under a car. Poor Mazmaz.. He looks tired and hungry. Busy day somehow. Brought Mazda to Lewis's place. Finally Mazda was adopted. Tiring day.

Lost our way back * duhs... I tot i was the GPS?

10.01.08

2008-01-10T06:45:00.000-08:00

I feel like blogging in pink today cus im feeling pinky~ so lame -_-" Slept the whole day today. Finally recover le. Woke up 8pm for good. Neighbour called to ask me out for dinner with Lewis. 还叫我帮他洗衣服 cus of the blood stain on his shirt den blahblahblah... Eat finish still must help him put the cream. 不知道上辈子欠他什么. Drunk still must send you back home.. 没有我的日子你该如何过? Still want always disturb me. Dunno how to appreciate.. I want ask my mother move house already. Got you tis kind of neighbour i'll ki siao.

His newly done piece of artwork. Ugly face without eyes. Pay money buy nothing but pain. S T U P I D ~

Feat Banana Ang - the director, Banana Leow - the horrible singer, me - kind hearted girl

这么也想不通的我越想越难过。开始在家里喝起闷酒。

Called my irritating neighbour down to pei me 谈心事. Lucky to have him indeed. Thou he's irritating most of the time, but somehow, thanks. Came to realise alot of things. Banana leow taught me something which i find it quite interesting." JUST FUCK CARE EVERYTHING" Be it to ppl ard you or things which is happening. My mind is actually in a whirl now. Probably im jus someone who is soft hearted and someone naive. I finally woke up. I dunwanna be complicate into triangular stuffs. I never once like that. All along, 是自己之做多情。不能怪任何人. I was the one who stepped into all this myself. And i should be the wan packing up. Anyway lol, tis isnt the first time i failed in this field. Guess i'll soon get used to it yah? hahas. 只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了!

- 你还好吧?

I tried my best to avoid you tis few days. But at times, esp when i felt lonely, i couldnt help it to send u an sms. I felt something wrong with you as well. When u asked if anyone called or msged me. I roughly knew wads going on. 我也不想让你难做。所以自己选择逃避, 不想看见或听到你难过. Right from the day i asked if u have anytink to tell me, ya. I decided to let go. Anyway i knew its impossible for the both us. Even so, after wad Leonard said, i dun have the confidence to stand and present myself. You dun have to worry about me that much. What Leonard left behind for me, i'll get over it slowly. And i'll definately get back to him one fine day if i ever got the chance to do so. I know wad i want now and am happy with life. I jus hope u would cherish her. Cause by ur actions, i somehow can feel that you cared. 不要在让爱你的人伤心, 哭泣. I'll also leave you by urself from now as i have my life to live, colours to paint. I remembered u asked me b4 wad if one day i decided not to like you anymore. Deep in my heart, that will never happen unless situation like this occurs. I cant stand by to wait aimlessly for you, if u urself dunno wad u want. Its unfair to me. Thou letting go hurts alot, i still can handle my feelings well now. (= I tink after awhile when im done with packing up my feelings, we could still be talkin to one another as normal. Right now, abit weird lol. I tink u felt that way too ya? Am done with what i wanna say.
我希望你过得比我快乐。

09.01.08

2008-01-09T07:03:00.000-08:00

Today i went to Cheenatown with Kelly to check out the prices for our trip. Er. Somehow decided to go Bangkok. Got brainwashed by her. She say go Bangkok more worth it. Can buy more things. Most importantly, cheaper in air ticket. I was reluctant la. Bangkok?! - black magic, weird weird people, scary hotels, weird language. Never been there before. Dunno how is it like. Wanted to fly by only Thai airways. T1 or T2. Never the budget terminal... She suggested that we should take Jetstar. 0.O! At first i thought Jetstar would be in the budget terminal category but after confirmation by the staffs, its at T1. It does make alot of differences. Cus t1 and t2 got duty free. Budget dun have. Cannot shop. See the big difference? Oh well, so much said.. she erm, i dunno. Still waiting for her to cmf with me again before booking the flights.

Rushed back home after that for dinner. Was so tired. And i when to sleep right after that. I didnt switch my phone to silent because am afraid i would have missed an important call. Finally woke up at 10pm cus of incoming sms-es. Rejected airen to KSP. Rejected neighbour to Kbox. Rejected Kelly to boatquay. Took a cab back. *jesus christ, mother mary.... from cheentown back to serangoon cost me 14bucks?! I got my jaws on the ground when the uncle tell me "Xiaomei, $14.20. Uncle give u receipt. "

i tot i was considerate enough. Knowing that u might not make it, i said we should cmf again today but u said no need.
I PROMISE YOU TML NIGHT~ I PROMISE. I PROMISE. PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE.PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE. PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE. I HATE THE WORD PROMISE! PROMISE pROMISE PrOMISE PROMISE!!!!

08.01.08

2008-01-08T07:36:00.000-08:00

Ehs, today i was suppose to accompany my limping neighbour to Far East. Too bad, i cant wake up. Was somehow on time for my mission 1 today. Feeling kinda weird. I was *shy. Er, slight result shown. hahas Went for steamboating today with Joseph and Shawn -_-" Joseph cant behave himself.. His words, his actions *aughs. Nothing much today. Might be meeting james later. I dunno?! Waiting for his call. While waiting maybe go sleep awhile. *winks

LittleMiss倒霉鬼 - is having a fever )=
I tot i wished for good health tis year?

Da shu ordered me to have my medicine taken. I took a very long time to decide -_-" And to prove, video is a must! Cool idea *Zzz

我最讨厌吃药!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
吃药就像在吃便便~ 又臭，又超难吃!

Jesus christ.. While taking the pill, i tot of joseph. When im really ill, he'd try all means to get that pill inside me. When i refused to eat my medicine, he would buy me sweets. This time round, i've to eat it on my own. But im clever >.<>

going to bed now. nitenite*

07.01.08

2008-01-07T10:58:00.003-08:00

I so blur. I already blog a post tis afternoon but i forgotten all about it. Well, thats me (= Bad hair day today. Before going out to meet Airen, irritating neighbour called and asked me to accompany him to central withdraw money. Told me about his problems. Neigh, not all girls like this de. But there's always tis saying " women are vicious ". U love her, u should accept it thou she reali did went abit too far. Yesterday my stupid neighbour reali got into an accident. He showed me his injuries. Heng i is eat already.. if not i wont have any appetite. Thought he's a racer. Speeding at 150, doing a corner. There he goes~

injury 1

injury 2

injury 3 - also the most disgusting of all. Looks like a smiling face.

PS: I nv wanted to curse you all the time. Thats because u disturb me. If u nv disturb me, i wouldnt have cursed you. And maybe u wouldnt have skid and u wouldnt blame me for cursing you! Anyway, speedy recovery! I wanna go jogging~

As promised, me and Airen met up for prawning session today at bishan. Together with her husband and Joevin. While waiting for the slow couple, i ordered tis horrible plate of hongkong noodles. Sucks lor.. With so many char siews inside. Holy pork! *Pui... Gave up eating and we started our session soon after.

plate of disgusting noodles.

Don was super enthu. 二话不说, took the bait and started prawning away..

the Boys.

First catch of the night.

And practically got reali bored, we started taking nonsense.

Another plate of shit.

Me : Uncle, hum 一盘.

Uncle : 小妹，今天没有.. (basically they dun sell cockles on Mon. Weird)

Me : Staring hard at Airen.

Uncle : 你们买来钓暇 huh?

Airen : 没有啦! 吃的 *sex (kinda pissed)

Uncle : 还是你要"ZU-ZU",午夜之香.
很好吃的
uncle 教你"ZU" 前面,在"ZU"后面,在"ZU"前面. Very good!

Me : Cmf "zu" 的出吗?

Uncle : 年轻没有 experience 就 "ZU" 不出 Lor...我看你们应该可以啦! (damn that drunk old man)

Me and airen got super hard time sucking that bloody stuff. Swear to never eat that again.

Tiny prawn. Smallest of all - its dead. The one who is holdin on to it caused its death. Guess who?!

We fought hard for supper. *evil grins

Got a cut again today )=

Interesting facts for the night - I hook out a prawn's mouth (= Say 我是 PRO! Felt so pampered today. Woohooooos!

Yesterday nite at east coast. James took my phone to 偷拍

First attempt to snatch my phone back.

Last attepmt - and he's still happily snapping away (=

Letting go of something really hurts.

But the pain is still bearable somehow.

*yawns LittleMiss倒霉鬼 is tired

07.01.08

2008-01-06T22:29:00.000-08:00

Woke up today cus of a nightmare. Dreamt of this ger name CINDY HO. Who's that ?!lol. Weird story weird ger, weird me.

I hope tonight me and airen can go prawning. Stall my time. So that i wont think of anytink that bothers me lately that much.

Decided not to see Genegene off. 心 is 痛. Dunno when will we get to see one another again. Soon i guess (=

Might change my numbers again. Update u guys soon. Cus stil thinking of wad numbers to get.

Joevin gave this weird but cute idea " how about me getting you a number, a phone. specialist for me to call you only?"

Undecisive me. Current number and new number, which is nicer? Should i keep or change?

be back in the night

06.01.08

2008-01-06T07:05:00.000-08:00

Went East coast for dinner today with Yangjun, my little sissy and joseph. Actual plan was to go to East Coast Lagoon. Came across tis hongkong cafe and I DECIDED THAT WE SHOULD DINE IN THERE *evil laugh.

Saw tis abandon car next to his car. Ants crawling ard, messy inside. Joe gave tis stupid idea, "call police leh~"

Get the hongkong atmosphere. Im crazy about that!

My sis - the photographer ( i cant decide wad to eat. )

We've iced mango pomelo, Banana coconut float (sounds so erxin.weird combi~ ya yangjun is a weido) and Ice blended Vanilla black glutinous rice top with ice cream. Thats the name of that drink in the menu. Gracious. So complicated and only complicated ppl orders that - its joe!

my food came first. There goes w/o saying of cus eat 1st. Super hungry~ irritating sis took my ugly side of me while eating. But i love her cus we simply love snappin anytime, anywhere, anyhow!

Yangjun: hey bitch, arent u shy? 6pairs of eyes staring hard at you eating.

my sis n joe : ya lor ya lor...

me: wont leh. we so close already no need wait here wait there act paiseh wan la

my sis: wha lau jie u really... *roll eyes!

me: hahaha. dun disturb me. who ask u all order so complicated stuffs. u all slowly wait k?

our dinner.

We thot we could pay with tis lol*

on our way back in KPE. And it says PLS DO NOT SPEED . I hate KPE. Esp when its Joe driving. Almost each n every time i will get car sick. He's driving only 50 and car jerking all the time.

Met joevin. We chatted. He told me 2bedtime story today haha. Funny =) My turn to crack my brain juice now and return u 1. Just this 1.

Once upon a time, there was tis little girl. She's naive. She loves dreaming. She lives in her own little world of fantasies. One thing bad about her, she always listens to wadeva people says. By chance, she met this man. After quite sometime, she realised that feelings grew. But somehow she didnt know wad to do. Until one fine day, she gathered her courage to confront that man. They met up on that very night. But she kept quiet all the while becus her mind is in a whirl. She was waiting for that man to answer her questions earlier on. But he did not. She felt that he's avoiding. She kept her silence. To be honest, deep inside, she was afraid actually. Afraid of what he would say. As much as hope to get the truth, she didnt want to hear anything that would make her heart goes crying. Contradicting? When they finally parted at the end of the day, she somehow sensed it all. She probably got all the answers she wanted. Just before she went to bed, she thought of everything. Decided to forgo the past and live the future. She wont have any regrets - thats becus she tried her very best to achieve wad she wanted. Thou it failed somehow, the beautiful memories will sustain in her.

moral of the story : ?! lol smile more - i reali cracked my brain for tis. SAY ITS NICE!

Met james. (=

I waited for ur call but it seems that u wont be calling ya?

I waited for someone ytd and today for a call.

See? Am forever waiting.

Can someone wait for me instead? Change my life abit. Its boring to wait alone, aimlessly.

Dun have to apologise the next day. It would be meaningless. Cus sorry means nothing for i understand. Everything (=

Jus paranoid, not angry.

Glad airen wasnt mad at me. Planned prawning tml. Hummy session. Woohooooo~

Artistic neighbour drew tis for me (=

Hope you are alright..

Little Yangjun is going back to the states tml. I is 依依不舍 )= Reluctant. Dunno if i should see him off tml. Wad if i flood the airport like how i flood Serangoon the other time? I think i shouldnt be there.

good night , kitty dreams =P

Love,
LittleMissMe.